God is ALWAYS watching over me...

God has truly opened my eyes these past couple of days. I am truly seeing the power of prayer. I have been asking God to help me get motivated and soak up his word in the mornings again. In the past two days, God has shown me how powerful and ALMIGHTY he is....

Tuesday: My husband and I were at Target purchasing a few grocery items. Of course, we end up buying more then what we came to buy. We thought of more things in the freezer section we were out of...then, we went to the check out register...
Earlier in the day, I had to call the bank and put a stop to one of our debit cards due to it being lost. I misplaced the card somewhere and was unsure of where it might be. I thought the best solution was to place a "hold" on the card until I could find it.
My husband swipes the debit card and it would not take. This has never ever happened to us and we were unsure what in the world was going on. We had plenty of funds in the bank and it did not even "dong" on me that I placed a stop to the debit card because Richard had his own, so it would not affect his card. Or would it??? So, we are standing in line with several customers behind us and a cart full of groceries. I had a little bit of cash and so did Richard, but not enough to cover $90 something dollars. Panic mode sets in....
I did not inform Richard about placing a "hold" on my card because he was asleep when I was searching for my card and when I called the bank. Long story short....I soon realized that Richard had my card and I had Richard's debit card. So, when I called to place a hold on my card-I really placed a hold on the wrong one because somewhere along the way we happened to switch cards without knowing it!!! We decided that we would have to put everything back or somethings back in order to only buy what we had with the amount of cash in our wallets. I had $30 on me and Richard had $50 something. We were $6.00 short. All of a sudden, Richard pulls out some business cards and stuck in between was just the amount of money needed to pay for our cart!!! I praised the Lord because neither one of us knew where the money came from. Richard did not ever remember money being placed in between business cards and there was no way I could call the bank to reverse the hold because it was after banking hours.

Last night: I was at the grocery once again! This time I was buying ingredients to make a birthday dessert for Richard's uncle. It was dark outside when I left Walmart. I started to hear footsteps getting closer to me and my GUT was feeling funny. I turned around and a 200 pound man was walking closer and closer behind me. He was not carrying any groceries or pushing a cart. I thought it was odd...he was at a grocery store without any groceries! I knew immediately something was about to happen. Out of the blue, I stop, turn around, and ask the man, "What's up?"....I have no idea how the question came out of my mouth, but it did. I thought to myself..."Are you crazy, Chrissy?"

Hear I am about to confront a man that I feel something strange is about to happen. The man does not reply and keeps on following me. I am approaching my car and do not want to get in, so I make a circle around other vehicles. Again, I turn around and ask him, "What's up?"...He gets mad and screams..."I am walking to my car!"....

I have always heard it is good to let a suspect know you see them and are aware of them. I am not sure how I was able to say anything while my heart was beating super fast. Yet, I managed. I prayed in the middle of the scenario and was able to steer clear from him. I am not sure what could of happened, but the man was up to no good!

God is always watching and protecting us. Even when we stray away from his word. I need God like never before and these two small incidents are showing me that I can not make it on my own without HIM!

Ephesians 3:17, "Then Christ will make His home in your hearts as you trust Him" (NLT).

Easily Distracted...

It is embarrassing that I have not posted anything since April. I must be honest~my walk and prayer life has taken a turn. I have slowly been following a downward spiral by neglecting to follow Christ and seek his word every morning for the past two months...WOW...8 weeks! Yesterday, I finally opened my bible and read God's word. For the life of me, I could not take my mind off of everything else I wanted to be doing. I thought of all the other things I could be accomplishing. Then, I remembered the Martha and Mary story. I just prayed and asked God to remove all the things from my head in order for me to concentrate on his word.

I learned that PRIDE is a big obstacle in my life right now. I read Chapter 3 in Praying God's Word by Beth Moore yesterday.
She has a very long chapter on how to overcome pride. I encourage you to read her book sometime, especially if you are having difficulty with pride. Beth Moore shares some interesting thoughts and I would like to share with you what she wrote:

"My name is Pride. I am a cheater.

I cheat you of your God-given destiny...because you demand your own way.

I cheat you of contentment...because you 'deserve better than this'.

I cheat you of knowledge...because you already know it all. I cheat you of healing...because you're too full of me to forgive.

I cheat you of holiness...because you are too full of me to forgive.

I cheat you of holiness...because you refuse to admit when you are wrong.

I cheat you of vision...because you would rather look in the mirror than out a window.

I cheat you of genuine friendship...because no body's going to know the real you.

I cheat you of love...because real romance demands sacrifice.

I cheat you of greatness in heaven...because you refuse to wash another's feet on Earth.

I cheat you of God's glory...because I convince you to seek your own.

My name is PRIDE. I am a cheater.

You like me because you think I'm always looking out for you. Untrue.

I'm looking to make a fool out of you.

God has so much for you, I admit, but don't worry...

If you stick with me,

You'll never know."

One word came to mind after reading these thoughts stated by Beth Moore, OUCH! I desperately need to do some soul searching this week. I need to also ask forgiveness because I let one word take over my life these past 8 weeks...having too much PRIDE!

Moore, Beth (2000, 2003). Praying God's Word. Broadman & Holman Publishers.

Am I staying close to God?

I read the question above in my devotion. It wasn't until I read the scripture that went along with the question that caught my attention. I felt nothing but pure G-U-I-L-T after reading the scripture.

"Remain in me, and I will reamin in you. No branch can bear fuit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fuit unless you remain in me....
v. 7-8...If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given to you. This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples." John 15:4, 7-8

I try to do right. Lately, I have been so wrapped up in the beautiful weather and the busyness of life that I have not been focused on my walk with God. I get "giddy" with Summer just around the corner. I love to see the sun peeking through the clouds when I wake up. I love to hear the birds chirping. I want to dress fun and funky because this is my time of the year! (In the winter I like to hibernate. I do not feel like walking out the front door!)

I say all of this to tell you how off track I am and how my emotions and excitement take over in the mornings and in the afternoon....leaving no room for God. In the mornings, I piddle around looking for a cute outfit and cute jewelry....and even spend extra time looking for the right pair of shoes. Each day I desire to spend time with God, but lately I have pushed him away...always making those lousy promises that I will pray later or on the way to work. Or I will read my devotional when I get to work. It never works out! EVER...and I know that!

So, when I was read the question, "Am I staying close to God?", I knew my answer was NO. I am not staying close to God. I have not been faithful and prayerful. Yet, God always forgives me and lets me turn around and come right back to his loving, OPEN arms!

Jesus says that the only way to live a truly good life is to stay close to HIM, like a branch attached to the vine. Apart from Christ, our efforts are unfruitful. If we do not receive the nourishment and life offered by Christ, our vine, then we are missing a special gift he has for us! (NIV, Life Application Bible v. 5-8)

Taking things for granted...

This morning I felt guilty because I did not open my bible once this week. I did read a couple of devotions, but I did not pray like I usually do nor did I read God's word.

I saw and heard many devastating things this week that were happening in the lives of others. It made me think of the many times I take things for granted.....and do not praise God ENOUGH for the blessings in my life. Everything in my life is a GIFT from GOD and I pray that I will never take life or any blessing for granted. I owe everything to HIM!

I would like to thank God for my family....for my wonderful husband....for my beautiful, healthy son....for shelter, clothing, & food....for protection...for guidance...for paying for my sins....and the list keeps going!

I read Psalms 100 this morning.

A Psalm. For giving thanks.

1 "Shout for joy to the LORD, all the earth.
2 Worship the LORD with gladness;

come before him with joyful songs.
3 Know that the LORD is God.

It is he who made us, and we are his;

we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.
4 Enter his gates with thanksgiving

and his courts with praise;

give thanks to him and praise his name.
5 For the LORD is good and his love endures forever;

his faithfulness continues through all generations.

Patience....

I have learned so much about patience. God has taught me how to be patient! I have always been an impatient person and it is so easy to be impatient living in the world we live in...

I learned a lot about patience when I had my son, but even more so right after making a career change. The entire process has not been easy, but I continually thank God for helping me understand what patience is all about!!!

Psalm 37:7 is a great verse....
"Be still before the Lord and WAIT PATIENTLY for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret-it only leads to evil." (NIV)

I prayed many times that God would help me to be content and wait patiently while I seek his will for my life. I will continue to pray this same exact prayer.

Psalm 37:3, "Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy sate pasture. Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart!!"

Psalm 37:5, "Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun."

PRAISE GOD!

It is ALL about God's timing. No matter how long it takes to complete or succeed at something...it all depends on WHEN God is READY....not when I am ready!!!

Yesterday was a BIG day for me. Most of you know that I have been trying VERY hard to pass a test that is required for teachers. I have passed the other tests required, but I lacked one. I have tried more than 3 times to pass this test. I even took a break and asked God to open another door if I was not meant to be a teacher. I did not know how to hear from God nor did I know how to see what God had in store for my life.

I would sit still hoping to find a scripture verse or even a "sign" from God to show me the way. During the process, I learned many things. I learned how to be PATIENT. I learned how to SEEK God daily and lift ALL my concerns over to HIM. I learned that NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE for God. I learned that it is not about "my" plan for my life, but God's plan for my life. I learned not to go with the desires of my own heart, but to follow God's desires for my life (I jumped too quickly into a job because I so desired to be a teacher, instead of waiting patiently for God's plan and timing....i.e. Horn Lake Middle).

I have learned to TRUST only God and not man. I have learned to NEVER give up! I share this with you today because there might be something that you feel like God has planned for your life, but you are not seeing any results or feel as if God is not listening. It has been 2 years since I started taking the test for the first time. I did take a long break from taking the test, because I was burned out and upset with the results each time....yet, I NEVER stopped asking God for help and for his will to be done in my life.

I pray for my future with the tough economy right now. I have no idea where God will be taking me, but I know that he is the captain of my ship and I will follow where ever he LEADS me!

Acts 27:25 "So, keep up your courage and have faith in You that things will happen just as You said."

Isaiah 7:9 "If you do not stand firm in your faith, you will not stand at all."

Matthew 15:28 "You have great faith! Your request is granted."

P.S.-I have a prayer request....
I wanted to share my exciting news to several people I work with, so I went to a select few throughout the day and shared my results. I saw reactions I never thought I would see from people I thought were my friends. God, this has been a long process and now a tough battle...but I know I can get through ANYTHING with you! There is always someone to "rain" on your parade, but I will put it all behind me and continue to seek on with God's plan. Please pray that I will have strength to move forward with hurtful comments.
"In the last days many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate one another. O, Father, help me to never turn away and turn cold." Matthew 24:10


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JESUS has RISEN! He has RISEN indeed!

I remember the above phrase as if it were yesterday. Every Easter at Bellevue Baptist Church, Dr. Adrian Rogers would have the congregation repeat the above phrase. Still to this day, I remember the phrase from Dr. Rogers.

This morning I spent time reading Mark 15 & 16.

I know the story of "Jesus Dying on the Cross" and the story of "Jesus Rising from the Dead"....

However, I like to read over things more than once because there is always something I read the second time that I miss the first time. I also wanted to praise God for paying for ALL of my sins on that cross....as well as everyone else!

"As they entered the tomb, they saw a young man dressed in a white robe sitting on the right side, and they were alarmed. 'Don't be alarmed,' he said. 'You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has RISEN! He is not here. See the place where they laid him. But go, tell all his disciples and Peter, He is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him, just as he told you." Mark 16: 5-7

COMPLAINING....

Sometimes, I can be the QUEEN of complaining. I hear it all the time from my husband.

My husband will remind me to look at the positive side of things instead of the negative side. I have always been an optimistic kind of person. Yet, for some reason I have been dwelling on the negative side of things (making complaints about things).

I read Philippians 2:14-15 this morning..."Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life."

Am I shining like a star? NO! I took a step back and looked at why I might be complaining. I started to see that I have been complaining more because of the people I "hang" out with. I am making a goal starting today to surround myself with positive people instead of negative people. It will be hard, but I feel this will help my situation. I also plan to ask for God's help.

Jim Gallery says it best..."It's your choice: you can either count your blessings or recount your disappointments!"

I know I have been BLESSED tremendously! I think it is a lot more exciting to think of the blessings God has poured out then to look at all the disappointments in life.

****As Easter approaches, I hope we all take time to THANK our heavenly father for the blood he shed for all of us!****

Cheerful?

This morning I woke up grumpy. I actually have been grumpy the past few mornings. I am usually a morning person, but the last few days I have not been excited about waking up!

I found it odd that I read about cheerfulness this morning. Right now, I am complete opposite of being cheerful.

Proverbs 15:15, "...a cheerful heart has a continual feast."

My attitude = My personality

I can not always choose my situation, but I can always choose my attitude toward the situation. I believe the NIV Life Application Bible says it best....
(v.15:15) The secret to a cheerful heart is filling our minds with thoughts that are true, pure, and lovely, with thoughts that dwell on the good things in life.

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things." Philippians 4:8

So, whatever is put into my mind or how I feel is how I can determine my actions.

The question in my devotion today left me feeling guilty. I was asked, "Are you a cheerful Christian?" I plan to ask God to help me be cheerful and overcome how I am feeling (grumpy)!

REEVALUATION!!!

This morning I took the time to reevaluate myself. I stumbled across Galatians 1:10.

"For am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ."

Am I trying to spend my life pleasing others? Or am I trying to please the Lord? I spent a lot of time thinking about my life this morning. There are many times in my past where I wanted to "fit in" and please others. Yet, God instructs us that we are to please HIM.

The ULTIMATE goal in life is to please GOD! How can I please God?
*Witness to others
*Serve in the community or at church
*Be more Christ-like
*Raise my child in a Christian home/environment
*Work as if I am working for the Lord
*Be joyful
*Praise God more often
*Live by the 10 commandments
...the list could go on!

Matthew 6:19-21
"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."

No matter what purse we have on our shoulder or clothes we wear....what car we drive...where we live...where we work...None of this matters to God! What matters is our WALK with God and how we can PLEASE God!!!

I am praying for you today! Katie-Thank you for your encouragement! I replied to your comment below. Thank you for helping me to stay STRONG while studying God's word.

Embarassed...

A teacher embarrassed me a couple of days ago in front of the class. I know my face turned several shades red, but it was my heart that ached the most. It was all I could do to hold my feelings back. I wanted to be ugly and mean, but something inside of me just helped me to let it go. Yet, I never let it go! I needed to vent and gossip about a person I truly thought a lot of...

This morning "hit home" for me! I read Ephesians 4:29 and I Thessalonians 4:9.

Eph 4:29, "Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen."
Paul warns us about anger, bad attitudes towards others, & bitterness. I know I am extremely BITTER and it is so hard to forgive this teacher. However, God instructs us to please him with our actions and attitudes.

I Thessalonians 4:9, "Now about brotherly love we do not need to write to you, for you yourselves have been taught by God to love each other."

God's command is to love one another as he has loved us. My challenge today is to forgive the teacher that hurt me and to move on. It will be incredibly hard for me, but I need to do what God is showing me in his word to do!

Continuing on God's Plan and Calling for My Life...

Sometimes I feel as if I am always searching for God's plan for my life. I am looking for what God wants me to do with my life. I feel like I am on the right track, but I am constantly praying for God to guide me in the right direction if I am heading in the wrong direction.
Yesterday, I wrote about finding the gift God has blessed me with (or the talent he has given me).
I read Ephesians 1: 18-19 this morning. "I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened so you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the glorious riches of His inheritance among the saints, and what is the immeasurable greatness of His power to us who believe, according to the working of His vast strength."

I know God wants us to use our spiritual gifts and talents for HIM. I need to find out what my specific talents are and start using them. If you recall the first couple of postings---I mentioned about our church having designated hours where members would volunteer service in the community and at church. It is already the middle of March and I have not participated in serving! I know I have a lot going on with a new house and working, but those are just excuses to God.
I pray this morning that God will open my eyes and show me where he wants me to be....and I pray I will SERVE HIM!

My Gift to God....

"What we are is God's gift to us; what we become is our gift to God."
~Eleanor Powell~

I read James 1:17-18 this morning. "Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of all he created."

I want to praise God for all the blessings he has given our family. I want to thank God instead of "asking" God this morning. I feel like I always have such a long prayer request list that I feel guilty. I feel like I do not give God enough praise. This morning I just want praise him for all he has done for me!

I also desire to learn how to use my talent or spiritual gift for God. I pray that I will find my gift and use it to glorify HIM.

Are You Excited When Reading God's Word in the Morning?

This morning I read an awesome quote. "Wasted time of which we are later ashamed, temptations we yield to, weaknesses, lethargy in our work, disorder and lack of discipline in our thoughts and in our interaction with others--all these frequently have their root in neglecting prayer in the morning." ~Dietrich Bonhoeffer

Isaiah 50:4-5
"He awakens Me morning by morning, He awakens My ear to hear as the learned. The Lord God has opened My ear."

I pray today that I will desire to hear God's word each morning and look forward to reading his word.
Lately, I have not desired reading God's word. I have no idea why. I pray that God will wake me up in the mornings! I pray I will desire his word each day! This morning I tried something a little different to try and encourage me to be excited about reading God's word....it worked! I listened to a song by Chris Tomlin. I have attached the song from YouTube.com below.

Sing, Sing, Sing by Chris Tomlin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGPN2Z-bgS0

40 out of 70....

Good Morning! Well, I have neglected the blog for a whole week! Yes, a WHOLE week! I am embarrassed, but willing to move forward! I have 40 postings out of 70 days, since I started. I need to improve! I have come a long way in my walk with God, but I need to "reevaluate" these last few weeks.
My son was sick all week last week. None of us slept well in the Chandler household....yet, that is just an excuse to God and I know it! I had plenty of time to pray and read God's word.

This morning I reviewed 2 Peter 3:10, 14 and Matthew 24. I read these two chapters earlier in the week....

"But the Day of the Lord will come like a thief; on that day the heavens will pass away with a loud noise, the elements will burn and be dissolved, and the earth and the works on it will be disclosed....Therefore, dear friends, while you wait for these things, make every effort to be found in peace without spot or blemish before Him." 2 Peter 3:10, 14

I also encourage you to read Matthew 24.

I learned that I must live my life as if God were to return today! The question is: Am I ready if the Lord were to return today? I can honestly say no! I feel that I have not witnessed enough. I do not believe God would be happy with the time I have spent on "myself" and not living for HIM. I feel so selfish!

Am I proud of all of my actions? NO! Am I proud of my thoughts, friends/relationships or all of my prayer requests? NO!

These scripture verses have opened my eyes to see that I need to start LIVING for GOD!

I am praying for you today!

Teach Me & Guide Me....

I read Psalm 25 and parts of Psalm 119 this morning. If you are in need of guidance from the Lord, these are great scriptures to read. I only copied parts of Psalm 25, but the entire passage is great!

Psalm 25 1:1-10

1To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul;
2 in you I trust, O my God.

Do not let me be put to shame,

nor let my enemies triumph over me.
3 No one whose hope is in you

will ever be put to shame,

but they will be put to shame

who are treacherous without excuse.
4 Show me your ways, O LORD,

teach me your paths;
5 guide me in your truth and teach me,

for you are God my Savior,

and my hope is in you all day long.
6 Remember, O LORD, your great mercy and love,

for they are from of old.
7 Remember not the sins of my youth

and my rebellious ways;

according to your love remember me,

for you are good, O LORD.
8 Good and upright is the LORD;

therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.
9 He guides the humble in what is right

and teaches them his way.
10 All the ways of the LORD are loving and faithful

for those who keep the demands of his covenant.

Good or Bad?

Choices....
Good Choices or Bad Choices is the question....Everyone makes choices each day.

I look back over this past week and notice that I made some bad choices. I did well with reading my Bible, but I did not pray like I should have been praying. I did not get on my knees and pour my heart out to God. I quickly (maybe I should say "very quickly") prayed and moved on with the daily routine of work & activities. I can not even tell you what I prayed for this week.

My week was not that great. I did accomplish a goal I have been wanting to accomplish. However, as a whole I was not "complete" and things did not go well. I know we all have "off" weeks, but the sad thing is that I knew deep down that I was not doing what I promised to God as well as to myself. I let both of us down this week.

This morning I was reading Deuteronomy 30: 11-20. (I encourage you to read this passage!) I learned that life is a series of choices. From when we wake up until we go to bed, we make tons of decisions. We make decisions about the things we do with our time, what we choose to say or think, as well as handling our actions/reactions.

These decisions we make on a daily basis determine the outcome of our lives....whether good or bad. Each day is a little puzzle piece which we are working to complete the entire puzzle...the life in which we live. Sometimes I need a little scripture passage to make everything come together and open my eyes. It all makes perfect sense and is even common sense....I just need to see it from the word of God to explain things better.

"Now what I am commanding you today is not too difficult for you or beyond your reach....No, the word is very near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart so you may obey it." Deut. 30:11,14

"I have set before you life and death, blessing and curse. Choose life so that you and your descendants may live, love, the Lord your God, obey Him, and remain faithful to Him. For He is your life, and He will prolong your life in the land the Lord swore to give to your fathers Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob." Deut. 30:19-20

My Best....

Is God getting my best? Lately, I have not been devoting my undivided attention to God. There are many distractions which keep me away from focusing only on God. I feel guilty about the distractions I have. Some mornings I am really into reading God's word and learning more about what the Bible says. Other times, I am thinking about all the things I need to get done before leaving the house.

Sometimes I hope that my scripture readings are short. God can read my mind and my heart, which is embarrassing! Of all the minutes in a day---I sometimes rush the time I have with God.

I need to learn how to put everything to the side and give God my full attention. After all, I know God deserves my best! I know I will pay a price if I do not continue to place my priorities in the right order. I pray today that I will let God's priorities be my priorities!

"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be provided for you." Matthew 6:33

God's Timing...

It is so easy to go to God when we have problems or need him for a difficult situation. However, God wants us to come to him daily. He does not want us to come to him just when we need something. I have been praying a long time for God's direction and guidance in my life.

I am starting to see why I have not received the answers I want from God. There were many times I would only come to God the week before needing my prayer answered...only to find out weeks later that I did not receive my request. There was one time when I received an answered prayer...so I thought...only to be disappointed because it was not what I expected. However, I am noticing that there are reasons why we do not receive our prayers answered.

First, we must be patient and wait on God's timing. We can not rush God's plan for our lives.

Psalm 27:7 Life Application Study Bible/NIV
We often run to God when we experience difficulties. But David sought God's guiding presence every day. When troubles came his way, he was ALREADY in God's presence and was prepared to handle ANY test! Many of our problems could be avoided or handled far more easily by seeking God's help and direction before the problem.

Second, we must trust God to handle our lives and situation. We can not take on our problems alone.

I hope that I will continue to seek God daily and lift up my thanksgivings as well as requests daily...not just when I need an answered prayer!

Here are some scripture verses I read this morning.........


"Wait for the Lord; be courageous and let your heart be strong. Wait for the Lord." Psalm 27:14

"Hear my voice when I call, O Lord; be merciful to me and answer me. My heart says of you, 'Seek his face!' Your face, Lord, I will seek. " Ps 27:7

"Teach me your way, O Lord; lead me in a straight path because of my oppressors." Ps 27:11

"Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." Ps 27:14

Attitudes....

Good Morning! Well, this morning I thought I would talk about yesterday. I did not have a great day. I know it was because I did not sleep well. Nothing seemed to go right all day! I had a bad attitude and did not want to be around many people. WHY? I did not have a reason. No one did anything to me. I just did not want to smile or be my happy self.

I noticed a poster in a classroom yesterday. I pass by this poster everyday I am at work. It wasn't until yesterday that I took the time to read it. The poster was perfect for me.

"Attitudes are contagious. Is your attitude worth catching?"

WOW! My attitude was definitely not worth catching. I did have a short quiet time yesterday, but I do not believe I was ready to receive what God wanted me to see in the passage. I know God knew that I just really did not care yesterday. We all have days like these, but we should be even more willing to ask God for help! I should have asked God to help make myself "right" yesterday.

The words we speak have the power to do a lot of harm as well as encourage. Each day we either make someones day better or miserable. If we speak words of encouragement we will always lift others up. When we are discouraged or exhausted we can hurt others.

I hope today will be a better day! "So don't lose a minute in building on what you've been given, complementing your basic faith with good character, spiritual understanding, alert discipline, passionate patience, reverent wonder, warm friendliness, and generous love, each dimension fitting into and developing the others." 2 Peter 1:5-7

HOPE

Have you ever felt hope for the future slipping away? I have in many circumstances! There are many disappointments and failures I've faced and will continue to face. One failure is maintaining a healthy weight. I am sick and tired of feeling gross about myself. No matter how hard I try to stick to a regular routine or diet, I always FAIL! It is so easy for me to give into temptation when it comes to food. I have said many times I want to change. I keep making excuses (just like when it comes time to spending time with the Lord). Now, I am ready to conquer something I have never been able to do. I am ready to start with learning how to have self control. After all, self control is where it starts!! I am also going to continue learning patience. I know I have to be patient as losing weight will not happen overnight!

I know it sounds silly to ask for prayers to help me stay away from junk food and everything that is bad for me. Yet, God tells us to pray for everything! I know the only way I can overcome my terrible habit is to go to God in prayer. God is the only one to give me the strength I need to practice self-control and watch what I eat.

Some may ask why I want to lose weight?? Well, there are several reasons. My body fat is higher than what it should be for my age as well as being a female. I want to be healthy, so I can live longer and see my son have children one day. I also do not want our son to pick up bad habits from the way I eat. I know that exercising and eating healthy will keep a healthy heart.

Here are a couple of scriptures I read this morning. I will be keeping these scriptures handy as I start the weight loss process!

"I wait for the Lord; I wait, and put my hope in His word." Psalm 130:5

"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength!" Philippians 4:13

"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40: 29-31

Priorities

It has been difficult to get up early enough to type as well as read my bible. I want to pick up the house or piddle through the mail. I am to the point now where I need to take a step back and look at my priorities. It is almost March and most people tend to stop any resolution that they have made around this time. I believe it is because we give up. We do not see immediate results, so we no longer want to work hard at things we so desperately desire.

Hebrews 12:2 came to mind this morning. "Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."

I pray that God will help me prioritize my life. I pray that I will continue to seek His will first every morning (even when I am just not that into it!).

Elisabeth Elliot once said, "The work of God is appointed. There is always enough time to do the will of God."

Are we willing to do the work?

In the Life Application Study Bible (NIV), Hebrews 12:2 says, "That the Christian life requires hard work. It requires us to give up things that endanger our relationship with God. To live effectively, we must keep our eyes on Jesus. We should be running for Christ, not ourselves, and we must always keep him in sight!"

Exactly One Week....

It has been exactly one week since I have posted anything on the blog. I am truly sorry! We just received internet connection for the computer yesterday. However, I am so excited I have only missed my quiet time with God ONCE! The past week has been C-R-A-Z-Y! Unloading boxes...arranging furniture...filling drawers...organizing closets...It is amazing how much you can accumulate over a short period of time.

I would like to share with you this morning Psalm 121. The devil got the best of me over the past couple of days. Richard was working and I was home alone with our son. We do not have anything covering the front windows yet. There are blinds all across the back, but not the front. Some of the windows look beautiful from the street without anything on them, but I need something on the windows for security purposes.

I was unpacking boxes and my brain kept thinking of all these horrible things. I called it a night and went to bed. I did not sleep well as it is a new house and I am in unfamiliar territory. The next morning I woke up and read Psalm 121. If only I would have opened my bible right then (when I was scared), then I would have slept in peace. Why is it so hard to go to God with our problems at that moment? Especially when you need him the most...

Psalm 121 is assurance in God's protection.

Psalm 121
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—

where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,

the Maker of heaven and earth.
3 He will not let your foot slip—

he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel

will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD watches over you—

the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,

nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—

he will watch over your life;

8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going

both now and forevermore.

I had chill bumps the next morning after reading verses 5-8. God will watch over our lives! God will watch over us no matter if we are coming and going! I promise to pray Psalm 121 whenever I am scared of not being protected. We can always depend on God. I encourage you to pray this same verse! Have a wonderful day!

Patience....

I was trying to think of one word this morning to describe the last several weeks of my life. The first word that came to mind was PATIENCE.

Richard and I were challenged over the past few weeks with trying to find a house. We searched all over the county. We looked at over 1,000 houses online as well as at least 40 in person. We came to the realization that we were not going to find a house. Or would we?

Our main goal was to find a place where we could let Collin roam without worrying about cars zipping up and down the street. Over the past couple of years...cars seemed to treat our street as if it were a "drag strip". I would get worried every time I walked Collin outside the front door. We also wanted a house where we had room to grow. We could not find any of the houses to meet the above criteria as well as in our budget.

I put everything in God's hands from the beginning and he was able to do the IMPOSSIBLE! Just when Richard and I thought we were going to have to rent a house or purchase a home that we would just "deal" with and make changes to....God had already "hand-picked" a house for us. God was preparing a house for us as we were looking the whole time. I get chill bumps just thinking about it.

The pastor's wife, who I work with, approached me about a house that was for sale next to them. I drove by the house and looked at it. I immediately drove off as I knew we would never be able to afford this beautiful house. I was encouraged to look at the house anyway (regardless, if I thought it was too much). **The seller did not have a $ figure in mind.

To make a long story short---We made an offer and it was declined. I knew this house was for us, but I also knew we would have to move on as we were not spending more than our budget. I prayed and kept looking at other houses. The seller (of the house we loved) called us back and confirmed our offer.

The seller said he had been praying and he felt like God wanted us to have this house. I could not believe my eyes as I saw God's hands literally make the IMPOSSIBLE...POSSIBLE!!!!!! Thank you, Lord!!!!

Literally--every detail from the contract to the closing, God had his hands in every bit of it. Richard and I came to the conclusion that we were going to be homeless for a few short weeks until we could close on this new house. However, God had better intentions. He was able to make everything work out to where we were able to close on both houses in one day. AMAZING! We had less than two weeks to fill out paperwork and get everything processed & completed. We thank God every minute of our lives for blessing us with an incredible deal and a beautiful house...(we never thought could be ours)!

So, I mentioned the word Patience. God taught both of us to not jump too soon and to be patient. Waiting on God's will for your life is soooooo worth it. God is truly amazing and he did the impossible for us!!!

"I wait for the Lord; I wait, and put my hope in his word." Psalm 130:5
"Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart." Psalm 31
"The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky proclaims the work of his hands." Psalm 19:1
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own understanding; think about Him in all your ways, and He will guide you on the right paths." Proverbs 3:5-6

Psalm 139

God is all-seeing, all-knowing, all-powerful and is PRESENT EVERYWHERE! God is with us through every situation and in every trial of life. God protects us, loves, us and guides us!

Psalm 139

1 O LORD, you have searched me

and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;

you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;

you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue

you know it completely, O LORD.
5 You hem me in—behind and before;

you have laid your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,

too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?

Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;

if I make my bed in the depths,

you are there.

9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,

if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,

your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me

and the light become night around me,"
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;

the night will shine like the day,

for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;

you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;

your works are wonderful,

I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you

when I was made in the secret place.

When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.

All the days ordained for me

were written in your book

before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!

How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,

they would outnumber the grains of sand.

When I awake,

I am still with you.

19 If only you would slay the wicked, O God!

Away from me, you blood thirsty men!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;

your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,

and abhor those who rise up against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;

I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;

test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,

and lead me in the way everlasting.

Run the Race....

This morning I read Hebrews Chapter 12. A few things came to mind as I was reading.

The year before last, I signed up to run a half marathon for St. Jude. I have always wanted to run a half marathon and 2008 was the year! I signed up and promised myself to train for the upcoming race.

I had good intentions, but I never trained like I was supposed to. I would run a couple of miles here and there. I did not watch my diet, which is beneficial in running long distance races. (It is best to lose weight prior to race day, so you are not carrying more weight.)

It was the day before race day and I got sick. I was running a fever and coughing. I did not listen to my body and ran the race anyway. After all, I paid for the race and I promised myself I would run. I completed the race in a decent time (considering that I did not train for it). However, my body sure paid for the price of 13.1 miles! My hips, ankles, legs, and every joint in my body was sore for days. I could barely walk!

I am sharing this story because most long distance runners build strength and endurance prior to race day. The runners try to get their bodies lean. They do not wear much clothing, even in 30 degree weather.

In Hebrews 12, we are to run the race God has set before us. "...let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross." (12:1-2)

In order to run the race God has in store for us, we must get rid of excess baggage in our lives. Just like long distance runners...they must get rid of excess fat and heavy weight clothing.

Excess baggage will slow us down!

Some things I will examine in my life and get rid of:

1. FRIENDS: Choosing friends who are committed to run the race. Friends that share the same values. Ones that are involved in Christian activities and who can be an accountability partner.
2. ADDICTIONS: My addiction would be overeating. I am a "stress-eater" and I would like to change! This means changing what I buy at the store as well as watching what I put in my mouth.

I am sure I have much more baggage, but those are a couple I would like to focus on first.

Just like runners have to prepare to run the race...I must also do some prep work to run God's race....getting rid of excess baggage will be the first thing on my list.

I pray God will speak to me about all the areas in my life where I carry excess baggage.

Disappointed....

I missed the contemporary service yesterday at church. However, I made myself go to the second service, the traditional service. I was not in the best mood. I know my mood was because I was out of my routine and I missed the first service.

The second service is just so much different. The music reminds me of when I was little. The traditional service does not move me like the contemporary service.

I opened up the church bulletin to see that our church was having a guest speaker. Ewww...guest speakers! There's a 50/50 chance with guest speakers. The guest speakers are either really, really good or they are so incredibly boring that you can not pay attention.

My problem is that I went to church with high expectations. I was hoping our associate pastor would preach. (Just to fill you in...our church is currently looking for a new pastor...) There were many times where I would love to hear our associate pastor preach over our own pastor. The associate pastor just has a way of sharing God's word.

I was soon disappointed as our associate pastor introduced the guest speaker. Instead of listening to God's word and what the guest speaker was preaching...I found myself drifting away and thinking about the day's activities and what all I need to accomplish. It was as if I tuned out the guest speaker because I was unhappy he was preaching. I wanted to hear someone else preach.

Does it really matter? In all honesty, no matter who preaches....I should be there to hear what God's word says. So, this morning...I decided to go back over the scripture that our guest speaker discussed yesterday. I can not tell you anything he said other than the scripture verse he read. Romans 8:28, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose...(v. 26) In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will."

This sermon really was perfect for me if only I would have listened. Right now, I am not sure what the Education budget cuts have in store for me. I know some things in my life where I have prayed to do God's will, yet he has not allowed me to do those things. It could be that I God has something else planned for my life or it could be that it is not time for God to fulfill those promises. Everything is done in God's time...not our time! I really could have benefited from the sermon if only I would not have tuned out the preacher!

This comes straight from the Life Application Study Bible (NIV)--Rom 8:28--"God works in all things, not just isolated incidents. It is for our good. This does not mean that all that happens to us is good. God is able to turn EVERY circumstance around for our long-range goal. God is not working to make us happy, but to fulfill HIS PURPOSE! God's promise is NOT for everybody. It is only for those who love God and are called according to his purpose."

In verse 29, God's goal for us is to make us more like him. If we discover ourselves and be a true follower of Christ, God will continue to work in our lives and help us to be more Christ-like.

I pray that I will have an open ear next time instead of being disappointed in who is "relaying" the message. After all, it should not matter who is preaching...it is all coming from the same book--THE BIBLE...God's word is God's word!

God never said life would be easy....

This week has been extremely difficult and stressful for many people. The entire school district has been affected by budget cuts in the state of Mississippi. There were many concerns as well as thousands of unanswered questions pouring in from faculty and staff.
A sweet Christian teacher at school shared some scripture verses as well as the first chapter of Joshua in lieu of our situation. I would like to share the same scriptures this teacher shared with us.

Joshua 1-God commands Joshua to lead the people across the Jordan into the promise land (after Moses died). God tells Joshua in verse 5-"No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you."

Throughout Chapter 1 of Joshua, God tells Joshua to be STRONG & COURAGEOUS several times(these words are repeated in v. 7, v. 9, & v. 18)!!

During uncertain times--We all need to be strong! We all need to depend on God to take care of us and rely only on God for his strength and power to guide us as well as get us through tough times.

Joshua 1:9 "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."

John 16:33 "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

No matter what our circumstances---we need to TRUST in the Lord to take care of us because his word PROMISES us he will watch over us. God will never leave us nor forsake us!!

Good Intentions!

Well, I had wonderful intentions this morning. I left yesterday morning in a rush and I prayed on the way to work in my car. I actually did it this time!!! In times past, I would always promise myself I would pray in the car, but never would.

This morning was a lot like yesterday morning. I ran out of time and did not have time to read God's word or write a post. It is so easy to get out of a ROUTINE of doing things! I pray that God will help me tomorrow to read his word first thing in the morning before I start rushing around trying to get things done before leaving.

The truth is our "honey-to-do" list CAN WAIT! Yes, it is hard to let all of our chores sit when we could be busy checking everything off. Jesus wants us to spend time with him and we must make time for him! I pray that God will forgive me for not spending time in his word today & yesterday.

God is doing some AMAZING things right now. I can not wait to share all of it with you once everything is all said and done! I have attached a beautiful song by Chris Tomlin from YouTube....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0OsyiGgSlqY

Overwhelming Doubt....

What do you do when you doubt something about yourself? Another words...you do not feel like you can accomplish one thing you wish to accomplish...

I have been "doubting" myself a lot lately in one specific area. Actually, I have had this strong sense of doubt for over a year now. I have almost given up! However, I decided to share with God my situation and hand it over to him.

I prayed that God would carry this heavy burden of doubt and help show me what he wants me to do with it. I have been so confused, lost, saddened, depressed, upset, embarrassed, uncomfortable, shameful, disgusted...you name the word and that is how I have felt.

After praying...I felt a sense of peace. I finally gave my "doubt(s)" over to God. I know that God is in control and can do far more than what I can do. This is the way it is supposed to be. If I would only stop having so much pride and recognize that God will do far more than what is imagined...

Why is it so hard to give God all of our burdens? I know in this certain area in my life I have been too embarrassed to ask God for help. The amazing thing is that God is there for us no matter what. He already knows how we feel, but it is up to us to ask God for help. All it takes is for us to tell God how much we need him and desire him.

Here are some scriptures that I read on DOUBT :
Genesis 21:7 "And she added, 'Who would have said to Abraham that Sarah would nurse children? Yet I have borne him a son in his old age."
*Because of Sarah's worry, doubt, and fear, she had forfeited the peace she could have felt in God's promise to her. We must focus on God's promises. We must TRUST God to do what he says. ( Life Application Study Bible, NIV)

Psalm 33:4 "For the word of the Lord is right and true; he is FAITHFUL in all he does."
*God's words can be trusted and God does not forget, change his words, or leave his promises unfulfilled. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)

Happiness!

I was searching this morning for a scripture verse or devotional book that would speak to me. I wanted to read something new or find a verse that just really spoke to me. I am getting bored with a devotional I've been reading. I could not find anything. I just was not "moved" by some of the things I read this morning.

I used a search engine to find something that would speak to me. I found many incredible quotes made by Billy Graham. These quotes made me think twice.

I also got on YouTube.com and thought I should listen to a sermon. I wanted to change things up and do something different this morning. I happened to come across so many preachers. Anywhere from Billy Graham to Steve Gaines and even Adrian Rogers. There's so much information just a click away. Maybe your preacher has something on this website. It is only a click away!

I would like to share some incredible quotes this morning from Billy Graham as well as a 2 min 15 sec video clip from a video of Billy Graham discussing HAPPINESS.

Quotes from Billy Graham:

"If we had more hell in the pulpit, we would have less hell in the pew. "
"God's angels often protect his servants from potential enemies."
"God has given us two hands, one to receive with and the other to give with. "
"Give me five minutes with a person's checkbook, and I will tell you where their heart is."
"Believers, look up - take courage. The angels are nearer than you think."
"A Prayer is simply a two-way conversation between you and God. "
"Tears shed for self are tears of weakness, but tears shed for others are a sign of strength."
"There is nothing wrong with men possessing riches. The wrong comes when riches possess men."
"When wealth is lost, nothing is lost; when health is lost, something is lost; when character is lost, all is lost."

Video Clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0U1mzNslI_4

A Great Challenge!

Well, my record for postings is not PERFECT! However, I am still praying each morning even through all the stress and time constraints. I have come so far and if I miss anything I not only feel guilty, but my day is a disaster!

It will be a great challenge & commitment on my part these next few weeks. We will be in the process of packing, moving, and unpacking. I ask for your prayers during this time. I hope that you will pray that the entire process will run smoothly and there are not any hiccups. I pray that the paperwork will all be complete and that God will be in control of this entire process. We have already seen God's mighty hands at work these last few days. I want to PRAISE him as I type! Thank you Lord! You are an AMAZING God and have done more that we could EVER imagine. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!

"A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord determines his steps." Proverbs 16:9

I read a devotion from a book called, A Journey With God for Teachers. One of the devotions explains how God will make plans for you in him own time and in his own way. Although God's plans might not be clear or able to be seen at that moment...God will lead you to the plan he has in store for you. The book also talks about God leading you through a wilderness which gives you knowledge as well as directing you towards his path. It is up to us to be patient and not jump too soon. If we will be patient and constantly seek his will for our life, then God will do marvelous things.

I am an example of the above paragraph. God has done some amazing things! Whether BIG or small...putting God first and seeking him throughout makes a difference in our lives!

Praising God! I love this song....

Worthy is the,

Lamb who was slain

Holy, Holy, is He

Sing a new song, to him

who sits on

Heaven's mercy seat

Holy, Holy, Holy

Is the Lord God Almighty

Who was, and is, and is to come

With all creation I sing

Praise to the King of Kings

You are my everything

And I will adore You

Clothed in rainbows, of living color

Flashes of lightning, rolls of thunder

Blessing and honor, strength and glory and power be

to You the only wise King

Holy, Holy, Holy Is the Lord God Almighty

Who was, and is, and is to come

With all creation I sing

Praise to the King of Kings

You are my everything

And I will adore You

Filled with wonder, awestruck wonder

At the mention of your name

Jesus your name is power

Breath, and living water

Such a marvelous mystery

Yeah...Holy, Holy, Holy

Is the Lord God Almighty

Who was, and is, and is to come, yeah

With all creation I sing

Praise to the King of Kings

You are my everything

And I will adore You

Valleys While Working...

There are many bumpy roads I have taken in order to get where I am today. I still have a long way to go! I know I'm where I'm supposed to be, but sometimes I question myself. If only I was still working with my previous job...I could buy this or that...or if I was still working there I could feel like I was important. Don't get me wrong....I know I am making a difference to a child at school, but you just never receive feedback from a student. There are days I wish I could know that I am making a difference or to feel needed. I received lots of praise with my previous job and I was always appreciated for the things I did.

I was reading some scripture this morning that helped me remember that I am not working for people, but I am working for the Lord. "Work with enthusiasm as though you were working for the Lord rather than people." (Eph 6:7)

This quote is from Max Lucado..."God can make a garden out of the cesspool you call work, if you take God with you...with God, our work matters as much as our worship."

I pray that I will continue doing the best job I can and remember I am working for the Lord.

Be a Live Vine!

I read and reread John 15:1-16 this morning. I have heard this scripture many times in church, but not really understood the real meaning of this scripture until now. Maybe because I really focused in on it today.

The branches in this scripture are followers of Christ. The fruitful branches are those who "walk the walk" & "talk the talk" producing much fruit for Christ. Those who are believers, but are "fake" or unproductive are the ones who are cut from the vine. Followers who are not really living for God are the ones who are cut off the branch and are considered dead.

I pray this morning, that God will use me and show me what is in store for my life! I want to be a producer and a LIVE vine. I also want to remain in Christ and his words remain in me, so that I may be blessed with his love. "If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given to you." (v.7)

I have copy & pasted the scriptures from John 15:1-16 below. (NIV)

1"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. 2He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes (cleans) so that it will be even more fruitful. 3You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. 4Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
5"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. 7If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. 8This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.
9"As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. 10If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. 11I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. 12My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. 13Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. 14You are my friends if you do what I command. 15I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. 16You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name."

We live by FAITH, not by SIGHT...

2 Corinthians 5:7 "We live by faith, not by sight...So, we make it our goal to please him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it."

Isaiah 30:21 "Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, 'This is the way; walk in it'."

I struggle hearing from God. I will pray and pray and pray, but can not hear what God is telling me. I keep praying for God to give me a clue or for him to open my eyes to see the clue. I will even pray for God to help me hear. I still am unable to SEE the light or HEAR his voice. It almost frustrates me.

This is where I am today. In past situations, I was able to see (years) later that God was really working on my behalf and certain things happened for a reason. However, it took a long time!
How can I speed up the process if I need to know something soon?

I will be on my knees today begging and asking God to help me see his word in verse Isaiah 30:21. I need to hear his voice. I truly believe we can give God all our struggles, worries, and problems. I also believe he knows we have to plan according to his will. So, I am trying to do both and hope I will see some light!

Trying to find the right house is difficult. There will not be one house that is just perfect. I just hope we can find the one God wants us to have. After all, we will make it his house. If not, I pray God will show me what I need to do. Renting is not easy and finding a safe rental home is difficult. There are many rental homes in bad areas. Please pray for us as we will be making major decisions soon.

S-T-R-E-S-S!

I was trying to think of one word this morning to describe this week. Stress, Stressful, Stressed-no matter how the word "stress" is written...that's how I feel. I did not open my Bible yesterday and I feel terrible about it. I can tell I am growing spiritually, because missing time with God before was no big deal. I could tell a difference in my day as well as my attitude!

I have seen and heard many difficult sitations this week. I praise God this morning that my problems are not near as bad as others. I also remembered that my problems do not amount to many other problems in this world today!

...divorce, a father dying, a mother passing, affair-now divorce, a student in a wheelchair, a dog dying, a co-worker passed (to pnemonia), 2nd earthquake in Haiti...WOW! All in one week!

I have learned to count my blessings and today I am! I looked up some scripture verses dealing with stress.

In Exodus 16:2, God provided for the Israelites needs. The cause of the Israelites stress was their lack in trusting God. They could only think about a quick way to escape. Instead of focusing on God's power and wisdom to help deal with the cause of your stress. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)

In the next verse, David made a commitment to praise God each day. Prayer can release our tensions in times of emotional stress. Trusting God to be our rock, salvation, and fortress will help us through stressful times! (62:3-6)

Psalm 62:1-8

1My soul finds rest in God alone;

my salvation comes from him.
2 He alone is my rock and my salvation;

he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.
3 How long will you assault a man?

Would all of you throw him down—

this leaning wall, this tottering fence?
4 They fully intend to topple him

from his lofty place;

they take delight in lies.

With their mouths they bless,

but in their hearts they curse.
5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;

my hope comes from him.

6 He alone is my rock and my salvation;

he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.

7 My salvation and my honor depend on God;

he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
8 Trust in him at all times, O people;

pour out your hearts to him,

for God is our refuge.

God Answers Prayers!

Praising God when he answers our prayers!

Psalm 21:1-7

1O LORD, the king rejoices in your strength.

How great is his joy in the victories you give!
2 You have granted him the desire of his heart

and have not withheld the request of his lips.

3 You welcomed him with rich blessings

and placed a crown of pure gold on his head.
4 He asked you for life, and you gave it to him—

length of days, for ever and ever.
5 Through the victories you gave, his glory is great;

you have bestowed on him splendor and majesty.
6 Surely you have granted him eternal blessings

and made him glad with the joy of your presence.
7 For the king trusts in the LORD;

through the unfailing love of the Most High

he will not be shaken.

I have been praying about our home inspection. We received the results yesterday. We only had about 6 or 7 things on the list. All of the items listed were minor. Praise God! I hope we are getting closer to closing now and pray everything continues to run smoothly.

In Psalm 21, David tells all the blessings and gifts he has received from God (desire of his heart, a crown of pure gold, long life, splendor, eternal blessings, & gladness). We receive daily gifts & blessings too---keeping our job (in the economy today), family, shelter, vehicle(s), etc.

I pray God will continue to bless you and your family!

Got To Have Faith & Trust in God

Our house hunt began this weekend. It has been a BUSY weekend! We looked over 600 houses online and selected approx. 20 houses we wanted to see. Our realtor drove us to each house over the weekend and we found nothing. We did not even find one that really caught our attention (enough to go back and see it for the second time). We saw beautiful homes, but nothing that meet both of our needs...a big backyard for Collin & our dogs...a little bit of acreage.

The homes that have the flooring we so desire and a nice kitchen are all on zero lots. It became frustrating, but I expected not to find anything in one weekend. This process is going to take some time. We definitely are not going to settle for less! I would love not to have to move twice by renting a home until we find one, but it might be an option after this weekend.

However, houses are being listed every day. Yesterday, there were 7 or 8 houses listed on the market and people are reducing prices tremendously...so, we might be able to afford a house if they drop their price and enter in our price bracket.

In a time like this...I must place all my faith and trust in God to direct us to the house he has planned for us to live in. It is so easy to freak out and worry, but in a time of need we must pray and turn everything over to God. It is human for us to worry and try to do things on our own. I have been GUILTY of doing things on my own for a long time. I know better now and whether it is BIG or small I pray and give my concerns to God.

I opened my bible this morning and the underlined verse was staring straight at me. This is rare as I usually can not find a scripture on either page that relates to me when I open the bible for the first time in the morning. I usually search for the scriptures I need. God is GOOD!

Philippians 4:4-9 "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: REJOICE! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me-put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you."

May God be with you today! I am praying for you and your family...

Mistakes Happen!

I did not post anything yesterday...ooops!

I was able to pray before going to work yesterday, but I was not able to read the Bible. I ran out of time and we had a busy afternoon. I left work early to meet Richard. We met with the mortgage person to discuss our house situation as well as see about purchasing another house. We do not have a house in mind, but wanted to get "clearance" before looking at houses. We met with our realtor after meeting with the mortgage company.

It is funny how we can be "too busy" for God. I have asked forgiveness as I do not want to get in the habit of having "excuses" for not putting God first. Can you tell a difference in your day when you do not pray or read God's word? I can!

This morning I was reading about how to keep your relationship with God strong. There are many times where I get bored. The devotional and spiritual books can become stale. I have been in this situation many times! In the past, I would just drift away from God for a period of time. Then, I would realize how much I need God and miss God. So, I would dive back into his word.

I a time like this...We should ask God to use us and tell him we want a deeper relationship with him. We should be honest and let God know that we want to dig deeper.

In Ephesians 1: 17-19, Paul prayed for the believers to know God better.

"I keep asking that the God of your Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit of wisdom and revelations, so that you may know him better. I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is like the working of his mighty strength." (NIV)

In order to get to know someone we must spend time with them. The same is true with God. We must study his word and be active in our walk.

How Can We Help Haiti?

I wanted to share some good news this morning, but felt so sad and depressed about Haiti. I watched horrible footage on the news. I was overwhelmed by the devastation.

My class adopted a child from Haiti at the beginning of school. We also participated in the Operation Christmas Child/Samaritan's Purse in December. So, we have studied a little about Haiti and some of the Christian relief efforts.

Many of us are not able to pack up and get on a flight to Haiti. However, we can PRAY for Haiti as well as all the rescue-relief people who are there. No matter if we are here or there...God is everywhere!

Here are some scriptures when in a time of need...

God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. (Psalm 46:1-3)

Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. (Psalm 61:1-4)

Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:28-31)

Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For I am the Lord you God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. (Isaiah 43:1b-3a)

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. (Matthew 11: 28-31)

***FYI...we have a contract on our house. We will be closing the second week in February. Please continue to pray the process goes smoothly and everything works out for us to close. Thanks so much!***

Pray Wherever, Whenever, & However...God is ALWAYS there!

Each morning is a challenge finding somewhere to pray. My son is a morning person. So, finding a quiet room or spot to pray and read the bible can be difficult. I have learned that no matter where I am praying; God is always listening.

I gave God many thanks & praises yesterday afternoon (and even this morning). We received a call from our realtor. Our realtor said there would be an offer soon and we should know before heading to bed. Both of us were excited, but we tried to be realistic at the same time. We did not want our excitement to get the best of us. The first thing we did was pray. We were trying to find a spot to pray, but Collin was running around with his tractor and we knew no matter which room we prayed in there would still be a lot of noise. So, we just bowed our heads at the kitchen counter and prayed. We prayed for God's guidance and the family making the offer. We can always pray for God's will to be done and his direction, when we do not know what to pray for.

I encourage you as well as myself to find a place and pray. Here are some different ways people in the bible prayed....I also included a neat poem by Sandra Goodwin at the bottom. Please lift us up in prayer as we will be making big decisions with the offer. I will be praying for you too!

"...the people of God bowed down and worshiped." Exodus 4:31

"But Moses and Aaron fell facedown and cried out..." Numbers 16:22

"Hannah prayed at the doorway of the tabernacle and as she kept on praying to the Lord, Eli observed her mouth..." 1Samuel 1:12-15

"Then King David went in and sat before the Lord, and said..." 2 Samuel 8:18

More scriptures...
2 Samuel 7:18-David fasted and prayed by laying on the ground all night
1 Kings 8:54 Solomon knelt and prayed
1 Kings 18:42 Elijah bowed and put his face between his knees
Jonah 2:1 Jonah prayed to the Lord from the stomach of a whale
Matthew 26:39 Jesus poured out his prayers on his face

TRAVELING ON YOUR KNEES
by Sandra Goodwin

Last night I took a journey
To a land across the seas.
I didn't go by ship or plane
I traveled on my knees.
I saw so many people there
In bondage to their sin,
And Jesus told me I should go,
That there were souls to win.
But I said "Jesus, I can't go To lands across the seas."
He answered quickly, "Yes, you can
By traveling on your knees."
He said, "You pray, I'll meet the need.
You call, and I will hear.
It's up to you to be concerned
For lost souls far and near."
And so I did; knelt in prayer,
Gave up some hours of ease,
And with the Savior by my side,
I traveled on my knees.
As I prayed on,
I saw souls saved
And twisted persons healed,
I saw God's workers strength renewed
While laboring in the field.
I said, "Yes Lord, I'll take the job.
Your heart I want to please.
I'll heed Your call and swiftly go
By traveling on my knees."

Worrying

I woke up this morning thinking of all the things I need to do. I have a very long "to do" list. I feel overwhelmed and worried I will not accomplish some of the important things on my list.

I prayed this morning that God will help me with my worries. Several things on my list are beyond my control, but I need to complete the task and turn it over to God.

In the midst of my worries, I decided to read some scriptures...

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7

"A man's steps are directed by the Lord. How then can anyone understand his own way?" Proverbs 21:24

"Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret-it leads only to evil. For evil men will be cut off, but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land." Psalm 37:8-9

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34

Stress & Strength

These past few days have been extremely stressful. I am exhausted as I sit here and type tonight. I regret not seeking the Lord first thing this morning. My day was just not as good as when I pray and read God's word before I start my day.

We had 3 house showings, which one was postponed to Saturday instead of Friday. One couple came twice as they are really interested in the house. Richard worked all weekend, so I was busy cleaning every day...all day! I am TIRED of cleaning...

I really wanted to make a great impression for the 2nd showing as we really want to sell this house! I stressed over every little thing until finally I just had to stop and pray. I realized AGAIN that I was NOT in control. God is in control. No matter how much I would tell myself that if it is God's will then so be....yet, it was really hard...."

I never cleaned like I have before in such a short period of time. I wiped all kitchen cabinets, bathroom cabinets, etc. on top of all my normal cleaning. I wanted everything to look perfect.

I am "paying" for all my hard work as I sit here. I am mentally, physically, & emotionally exhausted!

I am not sure how I made it to the bed last night nor am I sure how I got out of bed this morning. I did pray for God to give me strength to make it to work today.

In times of stress or in times where you need strength-PRAY! I will leave some verses that has helped me get through these last few days...

"It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze." Ps. 18:32-34

"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:29-31

Finances & Tithing

Richard and I recently signed up for a class called "Financial Peace University" by Dave Ramsey. It is facilitated by a church member. It is a 13 week class and we have already learned a lot within the first week. My dad took us to a "Total Money Makeover" conference several years ago and we got the basics of Dave Ramsey's finance theory, however the class is more in-depth.

We are very thankful we do not own any credit cards. We are also blessed we do not have monthly notes on our vehicles...thanks to dad who taught us there is nothing wrong with driving older cars.

However, we do have a problem with saving. We are guilty about spending our money on food, social events, clothes, and other items we feel like we need. We should have much more in savings than what we do. We are ready to change our old habits and learn how to save!

I remember when we first got married our house was so bare! I did not realize how much things cost until we were in a house without any furniture, groceries, and appliances. I just thought I would have everything my parents had once I had a house. Boy, I was wrong and I soon realized that it takes many years to have what my parents have established.

My favorite saying by Dave Ramsey is:
"Live like no one else, so later you can live like no one else!"

Changing Subjects....Tithing...

I mentioned in one of the earlier posts that tithing is difficult. I never really understood why there was a certain % which needs to be given to God. I just thought you give what you can give to the church. I never understood "giving with a joyful heart" either. Each time we give (or even when I was in school), it was so hard to place the check or cash into the offering plate. Why?

I realize it is because I have been selfish. I think of things that our tithes could buy. I will start praying daily that God will help me give out of love! Please pray for me in this area as it is difficult.

Here are many verses on tithing....

Genesis 14:18-20
v. 20 "Then Abram gave him a tenth of everything."

Leviticus 27:30
"A tithe of EVERYTHING from the land, whether grain from the soil or fruit from the trees, BELONGS to the Lord; it is holy to the Lord."

Numbers 18: 26
"...When you receive from the Israelites the tithe I give you as your inheritance, you must present a tenth of hat tithe as the Lord's offering."

Deuteronomy 14:22
"Be sure to set aside a tenth of ALL that your fields produce each year."

**Malachi 3:7-12** This scripture is too long to type, but I really enjoyed reading it! It is about Malachi urging the people to stop holding back their tithes. Everything we have is from God; so when we refuse to return to him a part of what he has given, we rob him. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)

More scriptures:
Matthew 23:23
Luke 11:42
Luke 18:12
I Corinthians 9:7
Hebrews 7:8