What do you do when you doubt something about yourself? Another words...you do not feel like you can accomplish one thing you wish to accomplish...
I have been "doubting" myself a lot lately in one specific area. Actually, I have had this strong sense of doubt for over a year now. I have almost given up! However, I decided to share with God my situation and hand it over to him.
I prayed that God would carry this heavy burden of doubt and help show me what he wants me to do with it. I have been so confused, lost, saddened, depressed, upset, embarrassed, uncomfortable, shameful, disgusted...you name the word and that is how I have felt.
After praying...I felt a sense of peace. I finally gave my "doubt(s)" over to God. I know that God is in control and can do far more than what I can do. This is the way it is supposed to be. If I would only stop having so much pride and recognize that God will do far more than what is imagined...
Why is it so hard to give God all of our burdens? I know in this certain area in my life I have been too embarrassed to ask God for help. The amazing thing is that God is there for us no matter what. He already knows how we feel, but it is up to us to ask God for help. All it takes is for us to tell God how much we need him and desire him.
Here are some scriptures that I read on DOUBT :
Genesis 21:7 "And she added, 'Who would have said to Abraham that Sarah would nurse children? Yet I have borne him a son in his old age."
*Because of Sarah's worry, doubt, and fear, she had forfeited the peace she could have felt in God's promise to her. We must focus on God's promises. We must TRUST God to do what he says. ( Life Application Study Bible, NIV)
Psalm 33:4 "For the word of the Lord is right and true; he is FAITHFUL in all he does."
*God's words can be trusted and God does not forget, change his words, or leave his promises unfulfilled. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Happiness!
I was searching this morning for a scripture verse or devotional book that would speak to me. I wanted to read something new or find a verse that just really spoke to me. I am getting bored with a devotional I've been reading. I could not find anything. I just was not "moved" by some of the things I read this morning.
I used a search engine to find something that would speak to me. I found many incredible quotes made by Billy Graham. These quotes made me think twice.
I also got on YouTube.com and thought I should listen to a sermon. I wanted to change things up and do something different this morning. I happened to come across so many preachers. Anywhere from Billy Graham to Steve Gaines and even Adrian Rogers. There's so much information just a click away. Maybe your preacher has something on this website. It is only a click away!
I would like to share some incredible quotes this morning from Billy Graham as well as a 2 min 15 sec video clip from a video of Billy Graham discussing HAPPINESS.
Quotes from Billy Graham:
"If we had more hell in the pulpit, we would have less hell in the pew. "
"God's angels often protect his servants from potential enemies."
"God has given us two hands, one to receive with and the other to give with. "
"Give me five minutes with a person's checkbook, and I will tell you where their heart is."
"Believers, look up - take courage. The angels are nearer than you think."
"A Prayer is simply a two-way conversation between you and God. "
"Tears shed for self are tears of weakness, but tears shed for others are a sign of strength."
"There is nothing wrong with men possessing riches. The wrong comes when riches possess men."
"When wealth is lost, nothing is lost; when health is lost, something is lost; when character is lost, all is lost."
Video Clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0U1mzNslI_4
I used a search engine to find something that would speak to me. I found many incredible quotes made by Billy Graham. These quotes made me think twice.
I also got on YouTube.com and thought I should listen to a sermon. I wanted to change things up and do something different this morning. I happened to come across so many preachers. Anywhere from Billy Graham to Steve Gaines and even Adrian Rogers. There's so much information just a click away. Maybe your preacher has something on this website. It is only a click away!
I would like to share some incredible quotes this morning from Billy Graham as well as a 2 min 15 sec video clip from a video of Billy Graham discussing HAPPINESS.
Quotes from Billy Graham:
"If we had more hell in the pulpit, we would have less hell in the pew. "
"God's angels often protect his servants from potential enemies."
"God has given us two hands, one to receive with and the other to give with. "
"Give me five minutes with a person's checkbook, and I will tell you where their heart is."
"Believers, look up - take courage. The angels are nearer than you think."
"A Prayer is simply a two-way conversation between you and God. "
"Tears shed for self are tears of weakness, but tears shed for others are a sign of strength."
"There is nothing wrong with men possessing riches. The wrong comes when riches possess men."
"When wealth is lost, nothing is lost; when health is lost, something is lost; when character is lost, all is lost."
Video Clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0U1mzNslI_4
Friday, January 29, 2010
A Great Challenge!
Well, my record for postings is not PERFECT! However, I am still praying each morning even through all the stress and time constraints. I have come so far and if I miss anything I not only feel guilty, but my day is a disaster!
It will be a great challenge & commitment on my part these next few weeks. We will be in the process of packing, moving, and unpacking. I ask for your prayers during this time. I hope that you will pray that the entire process will run smoothly and there are not any hiccups. I pray that the paperwork will all be complete and that God will be in control of this entire process. We have already seen God's mighty hands at work these last few days. I want to PRAISE him as I type! Thank you Lord! You are an AMAZING God and have done more that we could EVER imagine. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!
"A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord determines his steps." Proverbs 16:9
I read a devotion from a book called, A Journey With God for Teachers. One of the devotions explains how God will make plans for you in him own time and in his own way. Although God's plans might not be clear or able to be seen at that moment...God will lead you to the plan he has in store for you. The book also talks about God leading you through a wilderness which gives you knowledge as well as directing you towards his path. It is up to us to be patient and not jump too soon. If we will be patient and constantly seek his will for our life, then God will do marvelous things.
I am an example of the above paragraph. God has done some amazing things! Whether BIG or small...putting God first and seeking him throughout makes a difference in our lives!
It will be a great challenge & commitment on my part these next few weeks. We will be in the process of packing, moving, and unpacking. I ask for your prayers during this time. I hope that you will pray that the entire process will run smoothly and there are not any hiccups. I pray that the paperwork will all be complete and that God will be in control of this entire process. We have already seen God's mighty hands at work these last few days. I want to PRAISE him as I type! Thank you Lord! You are an AMAZING God and have done more that we could EVER imagine. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!
"A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord determines his steps." Proverbs 16:9
I read a devotion from a book called, A Journey With God for Teachers. One of the devotions explains how God will make plans for you in him own time and in his own way. Although God's plans might not be clear or able to be seen at that moment...God will lead you to the plan he has in store for you. The book also talks about God leading you through a wilderness which gives you knowledge as well as directing you towards his path. It is up to us to be patient and not jump too soon. If we will be patient and constantly seek his will for our life, then God will do marvelous things.
I am an example of the above paragraph. God has done some amazing things! Whether BIG or small...putting God first and seeking him throughout makes a difference in our lives!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Praising God! I love this song....
Worthy is the,
Lamb who was slain
Holy, Holy, is He
Sing a new song, to him
who sits on
Heaven's mercy seat
Holy, Holy, Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come
With all creation I sing
Praise to the King of Kings
You are my everything
And I will adore You
Clothed in rainbows, of living color
Flashes of lightning, rolls of thunder
Blessing and honor, strength and glory and power be
to You the only wise King
Holy, Holy, Holy Is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come
With all creation I sing
Praise to the King of Kings
You are my everything
And I will adore You
Filled with wonder, awestruck wonder
At the mention of your name
Jesus your name is power
Breath, and living water
Such a marvelous mystery
Yeah...Holy, Holy, Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty
Who was, and is, and is to come, yeah
With all creation I sing
Praise to the King of Kings
You are my everything
And I will adore You
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Valleys While Working...
There are many bumpy roads I have taken in order to get where I am today. I still have a long way to go! I know I'm where I'm supposed to be, but sometimes I question myself. If only I was still working with my previous job...I could buy this or that...or if I was still working there I could feel like I was important. Don't get me wrong....I know I am making a difference to a child at school, but you just never receive feedback from a student. There are days I wish I could know that I am making a difference or to feel needed. I received lots of praise with my previous job and I was always appreciated for the things I did.
I was reading some scripture this morning that helped me remember that I am not working for people, but I am working for the Lord. "Work with enthusiasm as though you were working for the Lord rather than people." (Eph 6:7)
This quote is from Max Lucado..."God can make a garden out of the cesspool you call work, if you take God with you...with God, our work matters as much as our worship."
I pray that I will continue doing the best job I can and remember I am working for the Lord.
I was reading some scripture this morning that helped me remember that I am not working for people, but I am working for the Lord. "Work with enthusiasm as though you were working for the Lord rather than people." (Eph 6:7)
This quote is from Max Lucado..."God can make a garden out of the cesspool you call work, if you take God with you...with God, our work matters as much as our worship."
I pray that I will continue doing the best job I can and remember I am working for the Lord.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Be a Live Vine!
I read and reread John 15:1-16 this morning. I have heard this scripture many times in church, but not really understood the real meaning of this scripture until now. Maybe because I really focused in on it today.
The branches in this scripture are followers of Christ. The fruitful branches are those who "walk the walk" & "talk the talk" producing much fruit for Christ. Those who are believers, but are "fake" or unproductive are the ones who are cut from the vine. Followers who are not really living for God are the ones who are cut off the branch and are considered dead.
I pray this morning, that God will use me and show me what is in store for my life! I want to be a producer and a LIVE vine. I also want to remain in Christ and his words remain in me, so that I may be blessed with his love. "If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given to you." (v.7)
I have copy & pasted the scriptures from John 15:1-16 below. (NIV)
1"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. 2He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes (cleans) so that it will be even more fruitful. 3You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. 4Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
5"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. 7If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. 8This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.
9"As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. 10If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. 11I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. 12My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. 13Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. 14You are my friends if you do what I command. 15I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. 16You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name."
The branches in this scripture are followers of Christ. The fruitful branches are those who "walk the walk" & "talk the talk" producing much fruit for Christ. Those who are believers, but are "fake" or unproductive are the ones who are cut from the vine. Followers who are not really living for God are the ones who are cut off the branch and are considered dead.
I pray this morning, that God will use me and show me what is in store for my life! I want to be a producer and a LIVE vine. I also want to remain in Christ and his words remain in me, so that I may be blessed with his love. "If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given to you." (v.7)
I have copy & pasted the scriptures from John 15:1-16 below. (NIV)
1"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. 2He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes (cleans) so that it will be even more fruitful. 3You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. 4Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
5"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. 7If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. 8This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.
9"As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. 10If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. 11I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. 12My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. 13Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. 14You are my friends if you do what I command. 15I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. 16You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name."
Saturday, January 23, 2010
We live by FAITH, not by SIGHT...
2 Corinthians 5:7 "We live by faith, not by sight...So, we make it our goal to please him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it."
Isaiah 30:21 "Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, 'This is the way; walk in it'."
I struggle hearing from God. I will pray and pray and pray, but can not hear what God is telling me. I keep praying for God to give me a clue or for him to open my eyes to see the clue. I will even pray for God to help me hear. I still am unable to SEE the light or HEAR his voice. It almost frustrates me.
This is where I am today. In past situations, I was able to see (years) later that God was really working on my behalf and certain things happened for a reason. However, it took a long time!
How can I speed up the process if I need to know something soon?
I will be on my knees today begging and asking God to help me see his word in verse Isaiah 30:21. I need to hear his voice. I truly believe we can give God all our struggles, worries, and problems. I also believe he knows we have to plan according to his will. So, I am trying to do both and hope I will see some light!
Trying to find the right house is difficult. There will not be one house that is just perfect. I just hope we can find the one God wants us to have. After all, we will make it his house. If not, I pray God will show me what I need to do. Renting is not easy and finding a safe rental home is difficult. There are many rental homes in bad areas. Please pray for us as we will be making major decisions soon.
Isaiah 30:21 "Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, 'This is the way; walk in it'."
I struggle hearing from God. I will pray and pray and pray, but can not hear what God is telling me. I keep praying for God to give me a clue or for him to open my eyes to see the clue. I will even pray for God to help me hear. I still am unable to SEE the light or HEAR his voice. It almost frustrates me.
This is where I am today. In past situations, I was able to see (years) later that God was really working on my behalf and certain things happened for a reason. However, it took a long time!
How can I speed up the process if I need to know something soon?
I will be on my knees today begging and asking God to help me see his word in verse Isaiah 30:21. I need to hear his voice. I truly believe we can give God all our struggles, worries, and problems. I also believe he knows we have to plan according to his will. So, I am trying to do both and hope I will see some light!
Trying to find the right house is difficult. There will not be one house that is just perfect. I just hope we can find the one God wants us to have. After all, we will make it his house. If not, I pray God will show me what I need to do. Renting is not easy and finding a safe rental home is difficult. There are many rental homes in bad areas. Please pray for us as we will be making major decisions soon.
Friday, January 22, 2010
S-T-R-E-S-S!
I was trying to think of one word this morning to describe this week. Stress, Stressful, Stressed-no matter how the word "stress" is written...that's how I feel. I did not open my Bible yesterday and I feel terrible about it. I can tell I am growing spiritually, because missing time with God before was no big deal. I could tell a difference in my day as well as my attitude!
I have seen and heard many difficult sitations this week. I praise God this morning that my problems are not near as bad as others. I also remembered that my problems do not amount to many other problems in this world today!
...divorce, a father dying, a mother passing, affair-now divorce, a student in a wheelchair, a dog dying, a co-worker passed (to pnemonia), 2nd earthquake in Haiti...WOW! All in one week!
I have learned to count my blessings and today I am! I looked up some scripture verses dealing with stress.
In Exodus 16:2, God provided for the Israelites needs. The cause of the Israelites stress was their lack in trusting God. They could only think about a quick way to escape. Instead of focusing on God's power and wisdom to help deal with the cause of your stress. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)
In the next verse, David made a commitment to praise God each day. Prayer can release our tensions in times of emotional stress. Trusting God to be our rock, salvation, and fortress will help us through stressful times! (62:3-6)
I have seen and heard many difficult sitations this week. I praise God this morning that my problems are not near as bad as others. I also remembered that my problems do not amount to many other problems in this world today!
...divorce, a father dying, a mother passing, affair-now divorce, a student in a wheelchair, a dog dying, a co-worker passed (to pnemonia), 2nd earthquake in Haiti...WOW! All in one week!
I have learned to count my blessings and today I am! I looked up some scripture verses dealing with stress.
In Exodus 16:2, God provided for the Israelites needs. The cause of the Israelites stress was their lack in trusting God. They could only think about a quick way to escape. Instead of focusing on God's power and wisdom to help deal with the cause of your stress. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)
In the next verse, David made a commitment to praise God each day. Prayer can release our tensions in times of emotional stress. Trusting God to be our rock, salvation, and fortress will help us through stressful times! (62:3-6)
Psalm 62:1-8
1My soul finds rest in God alone;
my salvation comes from him.
2 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
2 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.
3 How long will you assault a man?
3 How long will you assault a man?
Would all of you throw him down—
this leaning wall, this tottering fence?
4 They fully intend to topple him
4 They fully intend to topple him
from his lofty place;
they take delight in lies.
With their mouths they bless,
but in their hearts they curse.
5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;
5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;
my hope comes from him.
6 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
7 My salvation and my honor depend on God;
he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
8 Trust in him at all times, O people;
8 Trust in him at all times, O people;
pour out your hearts to him,
for God is our refuge.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
God Answers Prayers!
Praising God when he answers our prayers!
Psalm 21:1-7
1O LORD, the king rejoices in your strength.
How great is his joy in the victories you give!
2 You have granted him the desire of his heart
2 You have granted him the desire of his heart
and have not withheld the request of his lips.
3 You welcomed him with rich blessings
and placed a crown of pure gold on his head.
4 He asked you for life, and you gave it to him—
4 He asked you for life, and you gave it to him—
length of days, for ever and ever.
5 Through the victories you gave, his glory is great;
5 Through the victories you gave, his glory is great;
you have bestowed on him splendor and majesty.
6 Surely you have granted him eternal blessings
6 Surely you have granted him eternal blessings
and made him glad with the joy of your presence.
7 For the king trusts in the LORD;
7 For the king trusts in the LORD;
through the unfailing love of the Most High
he will not be shaken.
I have been praying about our home inspection. We received the results yesterday. We only had about 6 or 7 things on the list. All of the items listed were minor. Praise God! I hope we are getting closer to closing now and pray everything continues to run smoothly.
In Psalm 21, David tells all the blessings and gifts he has received from God (desire of his heart, a crown of pure gold, long life, splendor, eternal blessings, & gladness). We receive daily gifts & blessings too---keeping our job (in the economy today), family, shelter, vehicle(s), etc.
I pray God will continue to bless you and your family!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Got To Have Faith & Trust in God
Our house hunt began this weekend. It has been a BUSY weekend! We looked over 600 houses online and selected approx. 20 houses we wanted to see. Our realtor drove us to each house over the weekend and we found nothing. We did not even find one that really caught our attention (enough to go back and see it for the second time). We saw beautiful homes, but nothing that meet both of our needs...a big backyard for Collin & our dogs...a little bit of acreage.
The homes that have the flooring we so desire and a nice kitchen are all on zero lots. It became frustrating, but I expected not to find anything in one weekend. This process is going to take some time. We definitely are not going to settle for less! I would love not to have to move twice by renting a home until we find one, but it might be an option after this weekend.
However, houses are being listed every day. Yesterday, there were 7 or 8 houses listed on the market and people are reducing prices tremendously...so, we might be able to afford a house if they drop their price and enter in our price bracket.
In a time like this...I must place all my faith and trust in God to direct us to the house he has planned for us to live in. It is so easy to freak out and worry, but in a time of need we must pray and turn everything over to God. It is human for us to worry and try to do things on our own. I have been GUILTY of doing things on my own for a long time. I know better now and whether it is BIG or small I pray and give my concerns to God.
I opened my bible this morning and the underlined verse was staring straight at me. This is rare as I usually can not find a scripture on either page that relates to me when I open the bible for the first time in the morning. I usually search for the scriptures I need. God is GOOD!
Philippians 4:4-9 "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: REJOICE! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me-put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you."
May God be with you today! I am praying for you and your family...
The homes that have the flooring we so desire and a nice kitchen are all on zero lots. It became frustrating, but I expected not to find anything in one weekend. This process is going to take some time. We definitely are not going to settle for less! I would love not to have to move twice by renting a home until we find one, but it might be an option after this weekend.
However, houses are being listed every day. Yesterday, there were 7 or 8 houses listed on the market and people are reducing prices tremendously...so, we might be able to afford a house if they drop their price and enter in our price bracket.
In a time like this...I must place all my faith and trust in God to direct us to the house he has planned for us to live in. It is so easy to freak out and worry, but in a time of need we must pray and turn everything over to God. It is human for us to worry and try to do things on our own. I have been GUILTY of doing things on my own for a long time. I know better now and whether it is BIG or small I pray and give my concerns to God.
I opened my bible this morning and the underlined verse was staring straight at me. This is rare as I usually can not find a scripture on either page that relates to me when I open the bible for the first time in the morning. I usually search for the scriptures I need. God is GOOD!
Philippians 4:4-9 "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: REJOICE! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me-put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you."
May God be with you today! I am praying for you and your family...
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Mistakes Happen!
I did not post anything yesterday...ooops!
I was able to pray before going to work yesterday, but I was not able to read the Bible. I ran out of time and we had a busy afternoon. I left work early to meet Richard. We met with the mortgage person to discuss our house situation as well as see about purchasing another house. We do not have a house in mind, but wanted to get "clearance" before looking at houses. We met with our realtor after meeting with the mortgage company.
It is funny how we can be "too busy" for God. I have asked forgiveness as I do not want to get in the habit of having "excuses" for not putting God first. Can you tell a difference in your day when you do not pray or read God's word? I can!
This morning I was reading about how to keep your relationship with God strong. There are many times where I get bored. The devotional and spiritual books can become stale. I have been in this situation many times! In the past, I would just drift away from God for a period of time. Then, I would realize how much I need God and miss God. So, I would dive back into his word.
I a time like this...We should ask God to use us and tell him we want a deeper relationship with him. We should be honest and let God know that we want to dig deeper.
In Ephesians 1: 17-19, Paul prayed for the believers to know God better.
"I keep asking that the God of your Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit of wisdom and revelations, so that you may know him better. I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is like the working of his mighty strength." (NIV)
In order to get to know someone we must spend time with them. The same is true with God. We must study his word and be active in our walk.
I was able to pray before going to work yesterday, but I was not able to read the Bible. I ran out of time and we had a busy afternoon. I left work early to meet Richard. We met with the mortgage person to discuss our house situation as well as see about purchasing another house. We do not have a house in mind, but wanted to get "clearance" before looking at houses. We met with our realtor after meeting with the mortgage company.
It is funny how we can be "too busy" for God. I have asked forgiveness as I do not want to get in the habit of having "excuses" for not putting God first. Can you tell a difference in your day when you do not pray or read God's word? I can!
This morning I was reading about how to keep your relationship with God strong. There are many times where I get bored. The devotional and spiritual books can become stale. I have been in this situation many times! In the past, I would just drift away from God for a period of time. Then, I would realize how much I need God and miss God. So, I would dive back into his word.
I a time like this...We should ask God to use us and tell him we want a deeper relationship with him. We should be honest and let God know that we want to dig deeper.
In Ephesians 1: 17-19, Paul prayed for the believers to know God better.
"I keep asking that the God of your Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit of wisdom and revelations, so that you may know him better. I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is like the working of his mighty strength." (NIV)
In order to get to know someone we must spend time with them. The same is true with God. We must study his word and be active in our walk.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
How Can We Help Haiti?
I wanted to share some good news this morning, but felt so sad and depressed about Haiti. I watched horrible footage on the news. I was overwhelmed by the devastation.
My class adopted a child from Haiti at the beginning of school. We also participated in the Operation Christmas Child/Samaritan's Purse in December. So, we have studied a little about Haiti and some of the Christian relief efforts.
Many of us are not able to pack up and get on a flight to Haiti. However, we can PRAY for Haiti as well as all the rescue-relief people who are there. No matter if we are here or there...God is everywhere!
Here are some scriptures when in a time of need...
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. (Psalm 46:1-3)
Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. (Psalm 61:1-4)
Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:28-31)
Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For I am the Lord you God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. (Isaiah 43:1b-3a)
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. (Matthew 11: 28-31)
***FYI...we have a contract on our house. We will be closing the second week in February. Please continue to pray the process goes smoothly and everything works out for us to close. Thanks so much!***
My class adopted a child from Haiti at the beginning of school. We also participated in the Operation Christmas Child/Samaritan's Purse in December. So, we have studied a little about Haiti and some of the Christian relief efforts.
Many of us are not able to pack up and get on a flight to Haiti. However, we can PRAY for Haiti as well as all the rescue-relief people who are there. No matter if we are here or there...God is everywhere!
Here are some scriptures when in a time of need...
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. (Psalm 46:1-3)
Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. (Psalm 61:1-4)
Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:28-31)
Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For I am the Lord you God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. (Isaiah 43:1b-3a)
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. (Matthew 11: 28-31)
***FYI...we have a contract on our house. We will be closing the second week in February. Please continue to pray the process goes smoothly and everything works out for us to close. Thanks so much!***
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Pray Wherever, Whenever, & However...God is ALWAYS there!
Each morning is a challenge finding somewhere to pray. My son is a morning person. So, finding a quiet room or spot to pray and read the bible can be difficult. I have learned that no matter where I am praying; God is always listening.
I gave God many thanks & praises yesterday afternoon (and even this morning). We received a call from our realtor. Our realtor said there would be an offer soon and we should know before heading to bed. Both of us were excited, but we tried to be realistic at the same time. We did not want our excitement to get the best of us. The first thing we did was pray. We were trying to find a spot to pray, but Collin was running around with his tractor and we knew no matter which room we prayed in there would still be a lot of noise. So, we just bowed our heads at the kitchen counter and prayed. We prayed for God's guidance and the family making the offer. We can always pray for God's will to be done and his direction, when we do not know what to pray for.
I encourage you as well as myself to find a place and pray. Here are some different ways people in the bible prayed....I also included a neat poem by Sandra Goodwin at the bottom. Please lift us up in prayer as we will be making big decisions with the offer. I will be praying for you too!
"...the people of God bowed down and worshiped." Exodus 4:31
"But Moses and Aaron fell facedown and cried out..." Numbers 16:22
"Hannah prayed at the doorway of the tabernacle and as she kept on praying to the Lord, Eli observed her mouth..." 1Samuel 1:12-15
"Then King David went in and sat before the Lord, and said..." 2 Samuel 8:18
More scriptures...
2 Samuel 7:18-David fasted and prayed by laying on the ground all night
1 Kings 8:54 Solomon knelt and prayed
1 Kings 18:42 Elijah bowed and put his face between his knees
Jonah 2:1 Jonah prayed to the Lord from the stomach of a whale
Matthew 26:39 Jesus poured out his prayers on his face
TRAVELING ON YOUR KNEES
by Sandra Goodwin
Last night I took a journey
To a land across the seas.
I didn't go by ship or plane
I traveled on my knees.
I saw so many people there
In bondage to their sin,
And Jesus told me I should go,
That there were souls to win.
But I said "Jesus, I can't go To lands across the seas."
He answered quickly, "Yes, you can
By traveling on your knees."
He said, "You pray, I'll meet the need.
You call, and I will hear.
It's up to you to be concerned
For lost souls far and near."
And so I did; knelt in prayer,
Gave up some hours of ease,
And with the Savior by my side,
I traveled on my knees.
As I prayed on,
I saw souls saved
And twisted persons healed,
I saw God's workers strength renewed
While laboring in the field.
I said, "Yes Lord, I'll take the job.
Your heart I want to please.
I'll heed Your call and swiftly go
By traveling on my knees."
I gave God many thanks & praises yesterday afternoon (and even this morning). We received a call from our realtor. Our realtor said there would be an offer soon and we should know before heading to bed. Both of us were excited, but we tried to be realistic at the same time. We did not want our excitement to get the best of us. The first thing we did was pray. We were trying to find a spot to pray, but Collin was running around with his tractor and we knew no matter which room we prayed in there would still be a lot of noise. So, we just bowed our heads at the kitchen counter and prayed. We prayed for God's guidance and the family making the offer. We can always pray for God's will to be done and his direction, when we do not know what to pray for.
I encourage you as well as myself to find a place and pray. Here are some different ways people in the bible prayed....I also included a neat poem by Sandra Goodwin at the bottom. Please lift us up in prayer as we will be making big decisions with the offer. I will be praying for you too!
"...the people of God bowed down and worshiped." Exodus 4:31
"But Moses and Aaron fell facedown and cried out..." Numbers 16:22
"Hannah prayed at the doorway of the tabernacle and as she kept on praying to the Lord, Eli observed her mouth..." 1Samuel 1:12-15
"Then King David went in and sat before the Lord, and said..." 2 Samuel 8:18
More scriptures...
2 Samuel 7:18-David fasted and prayed by laying on the ground all night
1 Kings 8:54 Solomon knelt and prayed
1 Kings 18:42 Elijah bowed and put his face between his knees
Jonah 2:1 Jonah prayed to the Lord from the stomach of a whale
Matthew 26:39 Jesus poured out his prayers on his face
TRAVELING ON YOUR KNEES
by Sandra Goodwin
Last night I took a journey
To a land across the seas.
I didn't go by ship or plane
I traveled on my knees.
I saw so many people there
In bondage to their sin,
And Jesus told me I should go,
That there were souls to win.
But I said "Jesus, I can't go To lands across the seas."
He answered quickly, "Yes, you can
By traveling on your knees."
He said, "You pray, I'll meet the need.
You call, and I will hear.
It's up to you to be concerned
For lost souls far and near."
And so I did; knelt in prayer,
Gave up some hours of ease,
And with the Savior by my side,
I traveled on my knees.
As I prayed on,
I saw souls saved
And twisted persons healed,
I saw God's workers strength renewed
While laboring in the field.
I said, "Yes Lord, I'll take the job.
Your heart I want to please.
I'll heed Your call and swiftly go
By traveling on my knees."
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Worrying
I woke up this morning thinking of all the things I need to do. I have a very long "to do" list. I feel overwhelmed and worried I will not accomplish some of the important things on my list.
I prayed this morning that God will help me with my worries. Several things on my list are beyond my control, but I need to complete the task and turn it over to God.
In the midst of my worries, I decided to read some scriptures...
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7
"A man's steps are directed by the Lord. How then can anyone understand his own way?" Proverbs 21:24
"Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret-it leads only to evil. For evil men will be cut off, but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land." Psalm 37:8-9
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34
I prayed this morning that God will help me with my worries. Several things on my list are beyond my control, but I need to complete the task and turn it over to God.
In the midst of my worries, I decided to read some scriptures...
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7
"A man's steps are directed by the Lord. How then can anyone understand his own way?" Proverbs 21:24
"Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret-it leads only to evil. For evil men will be cut off, but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land." Psalm 37:8-9
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34
Monday, January 11, 2010
Stress & Strength
These past few days have been extremely stressful. I am exhausted as I sit here and type tonight. I regret not seeking the Lord first thing this morning. My day was just not as good as when I pray and read God's word before I start my day.
We had 3 house showings, which one was postponed to Saturday instead of Friday. One couple came twice as they are really interested in the house. Richard worked all weekend, so I was busy cleaning every day...all day! I am TIRED of cleaning...
I really wanted to make a great impression for the 2nd showing as we really want to sell this house! I stressed over every little thing until finally I just had to stop and pray. I realized AGAIN that I was NOT in control. God is in control. No matter how much I would tell myself that if it is God's will then so be....yet, it was really hard...."
I never cleaned like I have before in such a short period of time. I wiped all kitchen cabinets, bathroom cabinets, etc. on top of all my normal cleaning. I wanted everything to look perfect.
I am "paying" for all my hard work as I sit here. I am mentally, physically, & emotionally exhausted!
I am not sure how I made it to the bed last night nor am I sure how I got out of bed this morning. I did pray for God to give me strength to make it to work today.
In times of stress or in times where you need strength-PRAY! I will leave some verses that has helped me get through these last few days...
"It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze." Ps. 18:32-34
"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:29-31
We had 3 house showings, which one was postponed to Saturday instead of Friday. One couple came twice as they are really interested in the house. Richard worked all weekend, so I was busy cleaning every day...all day! I am TIRED of cleaning...
I really wanted to make a great impression for the 2nd showing as we really want to sell this house! I stressed over every little thing until finally I just had to stop and pray. I realized AGAIN that I was NOT in control. God is in control. No matter how much I would tell myself that if it is God's will then so be....yet, it was really hard...."
I never cleaned like I have before in such a short period of time. I wiped all kitchen cabinets, bathroom cabinets, etc. on top of all my normal cleaning. I wanted everything to look perfect.
I am "paying" for all my hard work as I sit here. I am mentally, physically, & emotionally exhausted!
I am not sure how I made it to the bed last night nor am I sure how I got out of bed this morning. I did pray for God to give me strength to make it to work today.
In times of stress or in times where you need strength-PRAY! I will leave some verses that has helped me get through these last few days...
"It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze." Ps. 18:32-34
"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:29-31
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Finances & Tithing
Richard and I recently signed up for a class called "Financial Peace University" by Dave Ramsey. It is facilitated by a church member. It is a 13 week class and we have already learned a lot within the first week. My dad took us to a "Total Money Makeover" conference several years ago and we got the basics of Dave Ramsey's finance theory, however the class is more in-depth.
We are very thankful we do not own any credit cards. We are also blessed we do not have monthly notes on our vehicles...thanks to dad who taught us there is nothing wrong with driving older cars.
However, we do have a problem with saving. We are guilty about spending our money on food, social events, clothes, and other items we feel like we need. We should have much more in savings than what we do. We are ready to change our old habits and learn how to save!
I remember when we first got married our house was so bare! I did not realize how much things cost until we were in a house without any furniture, groceries, and appliances. I just thought I would have everything my parents had once I had a house. Boy, I was wrong and I soon realized that it takes many years to have what my parents have established.
My favorite saying by Dave Ramsey is:
"Live like no one else, so later you can live like no one else!"
Changing Subjects....Tithing...
I mentioned in one of the earlier posts that tithing is difficult. I never really understood why there was a certain % which needs to be given to God. I just thought you give what you can give to the church. I never understood "giving with a joyful heart" either. Each time we give (or even when I was in school), it was so hard to place the check or cash into the offering plate. Why?
I realize it is because I have been selfish. I think of things that our tithes could buy. I will start praying daily that God will help me give out of love! Please pray for me in this area as it is difficult.
Here are many verses on tithing....
Genesis 14:18-20
v. 20 "Then Abram gave him a tenth of everything."
Leviticus 27:30
"A tithe of EVERYTHING from the land, whether grain from the soil or fruit from the trees, BELONGS to the Lord; it is holy to the Lord."
Numbers 18: 26
"...When you receive from the Israelites the tithe I give you as your inheritance, you must present a tenth of hat tithe as the Lord's offering."
Deuteronomy 14:22
"Be sure to set aside a tenth of ALL that your fields produce each year."
**Malachi 3:7-12** This scripture is too long to type, but I really enjoyed reading it! It is about Malachi urging the people to stop holding back their tithes. Everything we have is from God; so when we refuse to return to him a part of what he has given, we rob him. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)
More scriptures:
Matthew 23:23
Luke 11:42
Luke 18:12
I Corinthians 9:7
Hebrews 7:8
We are very thankful we do not own any credit cards. We are also blessed we do not have monthly notes on our vehicles...thanks to dad who taught us there is nothing wrong with driving older cars.
However, we do have a problem with saving. We are guilty about spending our money on food, social events, clothes, and other items we feel like we need. We should have much more in savings than what we do. We are ready to change our old habits and learn how to save!
I remember when we first got married our house was so bare! I did not realize how much things cost until we were in a house without any furniture, groceries, and appliances. I just thought I would have everything my parents had once I had a house. Boy, I was wrong and I soon realized that it takes many years to have what my parents have established.
My favorite saying by Dave Ramsey is:
"Live like no one else, so later you can live like no one else!"
Changing Subjects....Tithing...
I mentioned in one of the earlier posts that tithing is difficult. I never really understood why there was a certain % which needs to be given to God. I just thought you give what you can give to the church. I never understood "giving with a joyful heart" either. Each time we give (or even when I was in school), it was so hard to place the check or cash into the offering plate. Why?
I realize it is because I have been selfish. I think of things that our tithes could buy. I will start praying daily that God will help me give out of love! Please pray for me in this area as it is difficult.
Here are many verses on tithing....
Genesis 14:18-20
v. 20 "Then Abram gave him a tenth of everything."
Leviticus 27:30
"A tithe of EVERYTHING from the land, whether grain from the soil or fruit from the trees, BELONGS to the Lord; it is holy to the Lord."
Numbers 18: 26
"...When you receive from the Israelites the tithe I give you as your inheritance, you must present a tenth of hat tithe as the Lord's offering."
Deuteronomy 14:22
"Be sure to set aside a tenth of ALL that your fields produce each year."
**Malachi 3:7-12** This scripture is too long to type, but I really enjoyed reading it! It is about Malachi urging the people to stop holding back their tithes. Everything we have is from God; so when we refuse to return to him a part of what he has given, we rob him. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)
More scriptures:
Matthew 23:23
Luke 11:42
Luke 18:12
I Corinthians 9:7
Hebrews 7:8
Friday, January 8, 2010
God is Faithful!
I started remembering what all God has done in my life over the past couple of years this morning. There were a few scriptures that I read this morning that brought one situation to mind.
I worked for a great company a little over a year ago. I remember praying so hard before the interview and after the interview, hoping to get the job. I was blessed and received the position. This company was very good to me and I was able to work my way up rather quickly. I worked there for 4 years. I was able to travel to many places with this company as well as meet many new faces.
I got married and had a baby while working there. I realized after having a child that I did not want to work for this company "long term". I did not want to have to travel and work year round with having a little one. I began to pray and pray and pray...
I really prayed HARD. I began to read God's word. I begged God to show me his will for my life.
I always wanted to be a teacher when I was little. I used to beg mom and dad for a chalkboard, a teacher's edition, and anything teacher related. I can remember mom asking my 2nd grade teacher if she had any extra teacher's edition books that I could have. I also remember asking mom to buy "TAP" drinks and peanut butter crackers as that was my favorite teacher's snacks. I wanted to be just like my teacher.
I refused to pray and find out God's will for my life when I graduated high school. I knew better than to major in what I did (Criminal Justice), but I can not go back and change things. I see now how important it is to do God's will. Long story short...I was sitting at this company searching for God's will for my life. I kept reading God's word...soon I realized that God was calling me in the field of teaching. I typed up a quick resume and passed out to 13 different elementary schools.
I knew I had to take a step of FAITH and do what God was calling me to do. I struggled several times by telling God "no" because I did not know what was in store for me. I did not want to step out of my comfort zone or give up my "security blanket". After all, I had a great job...making decent money...ends were being met...
I finally followed God's call and gave a notice to my boss. It did not go over well like I had planned. My boss was happy I wanted to make a career change and the field I was choosing, but he did not want me to leave. The reactions and soon proposals I received made it much harder for me to follow God's will. I was very tempted to stay and even had to go home and think about it for several days. I kept praying...
I received a phone call asking me to meet with the CEO of the company. I was blown away. I was nervous, yet curious. I prayed before entering the office. I knew my decision (really God's decision) before going in there. The CEO asked what was needed to keep me at the company. He wanted to know first hand that I was leaving. He as well as a few others told me I was crazy for stepping out on a limb without even having a job lined up in the teaching field. I am not sure how it came out, but somehow I managed to say it was a done deal and that I was leaving. I was very thankful of EVERYTHING the company did for me, but there was no amount of money that could keep me there.
I realized I had a missed call when I got back to my desk (after meeting with the CEO). I received a voicemail from a principal at one of the elementary schools I gave a resume to. The principal wanted me to come in for an interview. I met with the principal and she told me how hard it is to get a job in the Desoto County school system. The principal said there are hundreds/thousands of applicants waiting to get a job in the district. The principal said that the reason I got the job was because of where I was currently working. A husband of a teacher works with me and gave me a good reference. I was blown away because I was not familiar with the man at our company. I only knew of the man. I was so grateful and blessed.
Even though I did not choose God's plan for my life initially...he is slowly but surely getting me back to where he wants me to be.
The point of this story is that God is FAITHFUL. I stepped out not knowing if I would even have a job. I knew that God wanted me to get out of where I was and do what he called me to do.
Even in the midst of our unanswered prayers...God is really answering them. The prayers might not be the answers we want, but the requests are being answered by the way God wants them to be answered...according to his will for our life.
I hope you can remember some times when God has been FAITHFUL to you! :)
Here are some verses I read this morning:
(**The third verse was my favorite during my situation**)
"But I call to God, and the Lord saves me. Evening, morning, and noon I cry out in distress, and he hears my voice." Psalm 55:16-17
"When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?" Psalm 56: 4
"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." 1 Corinthians 10: 13
I worked for a great company a little over a year ago. I remember praying so hard before the interview and after the interview, hoping to get the job. I was blessed and received the position. This company was very good to me and I was able to work my way up rather quickly. I worked there for 4 years. I was able to travel to many places with this company as well as meet many new faces.
I got married and had a baby while working there. I realized after having a child that I did not want to work for this company "long term". I did not want to have to travel and work year round with having a little one. I began to pray and pray and pray...
I really prayed HARD. I began to read God's word. I begged God to show me his will for my life.
I always wanted to be a teacher when I was little. I used to beg mom and dad for a chalkboard, a teacher's edition, and anything teacher related. I can remember mom asking my 2nd grade teacher if she had any extra teacher's edition books that I could have. I also remember asking mom to buy "TAP" drinks and peanut butter crackers as that was my favorite teacher's snacks. I wanted to be just like my teacher.
I refused to pray and find out God's will for my life when I graduated high school. I knew better than to major in what I did (Criminal Justice), but I can not go back and change things. I see now how important it is to do God's will. Long story short...I was sitting at this company searching for God's will for my life. I kept reading God's word...soon I realized that God was calling me in the field of teaching. I typed up a quick resume and passed out to 13 different elementary schools.
I knew I had to take a step of FAITH and do what God was calling me to do. I struggled several times by telling God "no" because I did not know what was in store for me. I did not want to step out of my comfort zone or give up my "security blanket". After all, I had a great job...making decent money...ends were being met...
I finally followed God's call and gave a notice to my boss. It did not go over well like I had planned. My boss was happy I wanted to make a career change and the field I was choosing, but he did not want me to leave. The reactions and soon proposals I received made it much harder for me to follow God's will. I was very tempted to stay and even had to go home and think about it for several days. I kept praying...
I received a phone call asking me to meet with the CEO of the company. I was blown away. I was nervous, yet curious. I prayed before entering the office. I knew my decision (really God's decision) before going in there. The CEO asked what was needed to keep me at the company. He wanted to know first hand that I was leaving. He as well as a few others told me I was crazy for stepping out on a limb without even having a job lined up in the teaching field. I am not sure how it came out, but somehow I managed to say it was a done deal and that I was leaving. I was very thankful of EVERYTHING the company did for me, but there was no amount of money that could keep me there.
I realized I had a missed call when I got back to my desk (after meeting with the CEO). I received a voicemail from a principal at one of the elementary schools I gave a resume to. The principal wanted me to come in for an interview. I met with the principal and she told me how hard it is to get a job in the Desoto County school system. The principal said there are hundreds/thousands of applicants waiting to get a job in the district. The principal said that the reason I got the job was because of where I was currently working. A husband of a teacher works with me and gave me a good reference. I was blown away because I was not familiar with the man at our company. I only knew of the man. I was so grateful and blessed.
Even though I did not choose God's plan for my life initially...he is slowly but surely getting me back to where he wants me to be.
The point of this story is that God is FAITHFUL. I stepped out not knowing if I would even have a job. I knew that God wanted me to get out of where I was and do what he called me to do.
Even in the midst of our unanswered prayers...God is really answering them. The prayers might not be the answers we want, but the requests are being answered by the way God wants them to be answered...according to his will for our life.
I hope you can remember some times when God has been FAITHFUL to you! :)
Here are some verses I read this morning:
(**The third verse was my favorite during my situation**)
"But I call to God, and the Lord saves me. Evening, morning, and noon I cry out in distress, and he hears my voice." Psalm 55:16-17
"When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?" Psalm 56: 4
"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." 1 Corinthians 10: 13
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Obeying God's Commands
I read the entire chapter of Deuteronomy 28 a few days ago. The chapter discusses blessings for obedience to God's commands and curses for being disobedient. It was a huge "eye-opener" for me!
I definitely want to make sure I live for God and obey all his commands. I was pretty frightened after reading the curses for disobedience.
"If you fully obey the Lord your God and carefully follow all his commands I give you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. " Dt. 28:1
There is a list of blessings starting with verse 3.
I pray that God will continue to help me live for Him and to obey his commands!
I am also praying for you today!
I definitely want to make sure I live for God and obey all his commands. I was pretty frightened after reading the curses for disobedience.
"If you fully obey the Lord your God and carefully follow all his commands I give you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. " Dt. 28:1
There is a list of blessings starting with verse 3.
I pray that God will continue to help me live for Him and to obey his commands!
I am also praying for you today!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Bad instinct? PRAY!
I was recently driving to Collierville and stopped at a red light. I felt this horrible feeling inside of me. I knew right away that my feeling was an instinct of something about to happen. I could not put a finger on why I was having this horrible feeling. I look over to the car next to me and there were two men of TWO different ethnic backgrounds staring my way. (You would have agreed with me if you were in the car with me!) I started getting closer to the car in front of me, so that my car would not be in line with their vehicle. Then, the men got closer until they were in line with my car again.
I knew right then that my instinct was coming from God. I immediately prayed for God to protect me and to help the light turn green FAST! I bet I prayed at least 10 times for God to protect me. I was very thankful the light turned green and nothing happened. Praise God!
Those guys were bad news! Although, nothing happened to me I know without a shadow of a doubt something could have or would have happened if I did not pray. I also know that someone would be their victim. Looking back...I should have prayed for the next person.
I also read a story about a woman who suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. The woman felt this urge to pray. She said it was around midnight or shortly after. She just started praying although she was unsure what to pray. She asked for protection of her home and her children. The next morning the woman found out why she felt the sudden urge to get on her knees. She said that a neighbor had been robbed at gunpoint. WOW-The POWER OF PRAYER!
"What other nation is so great as to have their gods near them the way the Lord our God is near us whenever we pray to him?" Deuternonmy 4:7
"Away from me, all you who do evil, for the Lord has heard my weeping. The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer." Psalm 6:8-9
I knew right then that my instinct was coming from God. I immediately prayed for God to protect me and to help the light turn green FAST! I bet I prayed at least 10 times for God to protect me. I was very thankful the light turned green and nothing happened. Praise God!
Those guys were bad news! Although, nothing happened to me I know without a shadow of a doubt something could have or would have happened if I did not pray. I also know that someone would be their victim. Looking back...I should have prayed for the next person.
I also read a story about a woman who suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. The woman felt this urge to pray. She said it was around midnight or shortly after. She just started praying although she was unsure what to pray. She asked for protection of her home and her children. The next morning the woman found out why she felt the sudden urge to get on her knees. She said that a neighbor had been robbed at gunpoint. WOW-The POWER OF PRAYER!
"What other nation is so great as to have their gods near them the way the Lord our God is near us whenever we pray to him?" Deuternonmy 4:7
"Away from me, all you who do evil, for the Lord has heard my weeping. The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer." Psalm 6:8-9
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Better Late Than Never...
I ran out of time this morning, so I was not able to post something until this evening. I also woke up late and did not have a chance to read the Bible. I just finished reading a passage a few minutes ago.
I read some scriptures that tell you to love your brother and neighbor as thy self.
"Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the Lord." Leviticus 19:18
"Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven." Matthew 5:44
"Keep on loving each other as brothers. Do not forget to entertain strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it." Hebrews 13:1-2
I can name many instances where I have not gotten along with people. I will name some places where I have not gotten along with people...
Old job (co-workers)
Current job
Family member (s)
Church
School
Grocery
Neighborhood
& many more places...
It is very difficult for me to forgive and forget. It is also difficult for me to try to get along with people who are not willing. I have a hard time loving someone back who is being mean or ugly.
However, God tells us that we are to love one another as brothers. We are to obey God's commands. I hope that I will reach out to those who have hurt me, who are mean to me, who will have nothing to do with me, who talk bad about me, who thinks they are better, who thinks they are more "godly"....etc...No matter how hard it may be...with time...I might be able to heal a broken relationship. This next verse is good!
"Finally, all of you, live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble. Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing." 1 Peter 3:8-9
I read some scriptures that tell you to love your brother and neighbor as thy self.
"Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the Lord." Leviticus 19:18
"Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven." Matthew 5:44
"Keep on loving each other as brothers. Do not forget to entertain strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it." Hebrews 13:1-2
I can name many instances where I have not gotten along with people. I will name some places where I have not gotten along with people...
Old job (co-workers)
Current job
Family member (s)
Church
School
Grocery
Neighborhood
& many more places...
It is very difficult for me to forgive and forget. It is also difficult for me to try to get along with people who are not willing. I have a hard time loving someone back who is being mean or ugly.
However, God tells us that we are to love one another as brothers. We are to obey God's commands. I hope that I will reach out to those who have hurt me, who are mean to me, who will have nothing to do with me, who talk bad about me, who thinks they are better, who thinks they are more "godly"....etc...No matter how hard it may be...with time...I might be able to heal a broken relationship. This next verse is good!
"Finally, all of you, live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble. Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing." 1 Peter 3:8-9
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Use me, O Lord...Really?
I must admit I was scared yesterday when praying. I was scared to say two words to God--"use me"! I even felt something in my throat as if those two words were having trouble coming out of my mouth. Why?
I believe the President of Proverbs 31 Ministries, Lysa Terkeurst, explains it well. She says sometimes we think God is a vending machine. We put in what is required and then hope to get something good in return.
We attend church hoping to have a good day, week, or month. We tithe because it is the "right" thing to do and hope God will reimburse us for something we desperately want, but do not need.
I can honestly say that sometimes I go to church because it is the right thing to do. I leave church feeling much better. Tithing is hard for me to do. I think twice about the amount I am "willing" to give instead of giving with a joyful heart.
I made a commitment to change my ways in 2010. I want to change how I just sit in a pew because it feels right...change how I tithe...learn how to witness...and I also want to get more involved with church.
So, I prayed yesterday for God to use me and to show me his plan for my life. It was extremely hard and I told God how hard it was for me to say those words. I had all kinds of thoughts running through my head.
...surely God does not want me to go overseas to witness or go on any other type of mission trip...
I have no idea what God has in store for me, but I will continue to pray and see how God plans to use me!
"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you." Jeremiah 29: 11-14
I believe the President of Proverbs 31 Ministries, Lysa Terkeurst, explains it well. She says sometimes we think God is a vending machine. We put in what is required and then hope to get something good in return.
We attend church hoping to have a good day, week, or month. We tithe because it is the "right" thing to do and hope God will reimburse us for something we desperately want, but do not need.
I can honestly say that sometimes I go to church because it is the right thing to do. I leave church feeling much better. Tithing is hard for me to do. I think twice about the amount I am "willing" to give instead of giving with a joyful heart.
I made a commitment to change my ways in 2010. I want to change how I just sit in a pew because it feels right...change how I tithe...learn how to witness...and I also want to get more involved with church.
So, I prayed yesterday for God to use me and to show me his plan for my life. It was extremely hard and I told God how hard it was for me to say those words. I had all kinds of thoughts running through my head.
...surely God does not want me to go overseas to witness or go on any other type of mission trip...
I have no idea what God has in store for me, but I will continue to pray and see how God plans to use me!
"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you." Jeremiah 29: 11-14
Friday, January 1, 2010
Stepping Out of My Comfort Zone
***You should be able to leave comments now under each posting. I turned on the comment section on the blog.***
Last year our church started a mission called "Obey '09" where each church member wrote down a certain amount of service hours they would commit to in the year of 2009. The hours were volunteering their time to impact the lives of others. There were many ways our church members used their volunteer hours.
*Traveling to another country on a mission trip to witness to others
*Vacation Bible School
*Olive Branch Food Pantry
*Local School Block Parties
*Volunteering in the Nursery
*Teaching a Bible Study Class
*Visiting the homeless
*Visiting old church members
*Witnessing to people at work, school, and in their neighborhood
I can not wait to see on Sunday the different ways our church, as a whole, were able to witness in 2009.
Our sermon last week (by Dr. James Stewart) was about the United States being our mission field. He said that the U.S. is the third largest mission field with China and India being 1st & 2nd. WOW!
It is all about stepping out of our comfort zones. I struggle BIG time in this area. It is very hard for me to walk up to a stranger and witness. However, there are different ways to witness!!
We are able to witness just by living a Christian life! We are able to witness by inviting others to church or helping someone in a time of need. We can use our spiritual gifts God blesses us with in order to witness (baking, cleaning, painting, singing, giving, etc).
I have a friend that struggled witnessing, so she decided to type up scripture verses and print them out. She walked around her neighborhood and taped them to her neighbor's doors trying to spread the word of God.
I plan to think of some ways to witness to people in 2010. I know it is going to be difficult stepping out of my comfort zone! I hope with a plan in mind and a goal (of service hours) I will be able to share the gospel. How about you?
"I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing." (Genesis 12:2)
God may be trying to lead you to a place of greater service and usefulness for him. Don't let the comfort and security of your present position make you miss God's plan for you. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)
I would like to share this video with you...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3f_Ot9oBio
Last year our church started a mission called "Obey '09" where each church member wrote down a certain amount of service hours they would commit to in the year of 2009. The hours were volunteering their time to impact the lives of others. There were many ways our church members used their volunteer hours.
*Traveling to another country on a mission trip to witness to others
*Vacation Bible School
*Olive Branch Food Pantry
*Local School Block Parties
*Volunteering in the Nursery
*Teaching a Bible Study Class
*Visiting the homeless
*Visiting old church members
*Witnessing to people at work, school, and in their neighborhood
I can not wait to see on Sunday the different ways our church, as a whole, were able to witness in 2009.
Our sermon last week (by Dr. James Stewart) was about the United States being our mission field. He said that the U.S. is the third largest mission field with China and India being 1st & 2nd. WOW!
It is all about stepping out of our comfort zones. I struggle BIG time in this area. It is very hard for me to walk up to a stranger and witness. However, there are different ways to witness!!
We are able to witness just by living a Christian life! We are able to witness by inviting others to church or helping someone in a time of need. We can use our spiritual gifts God blesses us with in order to witness (baking, cleaning, painting, singing, giving, etc).
I have a friend that struggled witnessing, so she decided to type up scripture verses and print them out. She walked around her neighborhood and taped them to her neighbor's doors trying to spread the word of God.
I plan to think of some ways to witness to people in 2010. I know it is going to be difficult stepping out of my comfort zone! I hope with a plan in mind and a goal (of service hours) I will be able to share the gospel. How about you?
"I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing." (Genesis 12:2)
God may be trying to lead you to a place of greater service and usefulness for him. Don't let the comfort and security of your present position make you miss God's plan for you. (Life Application Study Bible, NIV)
I would like to share this video with you...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3f_Ot9oBio
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